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Okay, today was slightly better.
although still fought with Mama over Badminton crisis D:
but in the end,
i have no choice,
i have to quit ):

i'm emotionless to this thing now.
seriously.
struck numb.
i'm like refusing to speak about this,
but i really feel very sad about quitting,
honestly.

Badminton has made me who i am today,
and i'm throwing everything i am away.
it's lost,
now and forever.

i don't want to change,
but i'm running away,
from the person whom i used to be.