New skin :D it's plain but i love it. Designed by Felicia! :] i love her!<3
We cheered, we screamed, we triumphed. Prize Presentation next Tuesday. and i have the biggest urge to skip LDS. but i won't (: i'll go after :]
heheho. i cut my hair. i look like a gay butch now. how great.
i saw a rainbow two days ago. we ran out barefoot into the rain, shutters clicked, the raindrops fell, everything's magical around us.
A rainbow after a storm, i'm drowning into my own little illusion in my head. you were right, you are such a spot-on as always, that's why sometimes i hate it when you're right.
But one thing for sure, you are awesome at breaking hearts, cos you certainly broke mine, again into a million pieces.
Woo-pee-doo! Congratulations. i'm sure you're jumping for joy now. YAY YOU, YOU WIN, I QUIT.
Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
i have no idea what i did to you, or why you are mad at me.
but i think i deserve a right to know.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 10:35 PM
let the stereo cover the awkward silence between us. baby, i'm sorry i said no.
i miss my ano buddy! ): i miss you i miss you i miss you baby! ):
& i need help in Amath. i need my Geog book.
i need a lot of things. oh boy, here we go again!
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 11:10 PM
somewhere we'll know, where love can move a mountain.
i took my bike, rode it all the way to Bedok Jetty, ever so silently, slipped onto the stone chair by the shore, and listen the waves whisper into my ear.
the waves crashed, it soothed my heart. the stress, the anger, the depression, it's all gone.
Happiness, serenity, tranquility filled the atmosphere. the smell of the ocean, that fresh crisp smell of the water, brings back memories.
i just sat there, thinking, admiring, gazing, at the deep turqoise blue.
life is great, it really is.
@ 11:06 PM
President Barack Obama's 2009 Inauguration and address. It's a lengthy speech, but the most inspiring one i've ever heard.
After listening to it, it has definitely made me more inspired towards life, and aware of the social issues that the world is facing.
President Barack Obama is my inspiration :) the democrat, believer in change, i support.
@ 10:41 PM
my dear CAR HWANG darling! Cheer Up shit loads manzxz!
we have our up and down days. and i'll be there when your days go all way low, like you've always been there for me!
______ is not a way out. i was a _____ kid, but i never want to be that again.
God has blessed you with friends that care and love you for who you are. He has put you through this dark alley cos He knows you can make it through. Your friends are the light that shine the way for you, the help the God has given you. We have faith in you, but you need to have faith in yourself.
______ is NEVER a way out, and will NEVER be. Keep that in mind, and keep the faith going.
i love youuuu babe!<3 & God loves you too!
@ 10:30 PM
i'll stand by you, and catch you when you fall.
my darling DONNA CHUA JIA LE! :D Cheer up! Cheer up! Cheer up!
don't feel disheartened and depressed over what people think of you. some people might not like you, because they are just jealous of who you are, and what you can do.
you're a brilliant person. Popularity is not everything, it's the people that love and care for you that matter. i'll always be there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on! :D
i hope the storyline i wrote for you is okay. you can call me anytime to discuss stories and scripts :) let me know if you need help k! :D
i loveeee youuuuu <3
Let joy be the reason we live.
Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 5:57 PM
winning isn't everything, it's the team that matters.
We Triumphed Dunman High. i love tanjong katong girls badminton team :D you guys are the coolest and the best.
i didn't realise that i would miss badminton so much, i went to support the team yesterday, and i never knew how much my heart would ache, how much it would hurt, to know that i will never play for our school again.
i cried. tears others won't see, cos i wiped them away before anyone could see the traces of what was left of them.
haven't i told myself i won't cry? haven't i said i would smile and move on. it's hard, to just let it go.
i went for c division training today. i saw the smiles on my juniors' faces, the innocent look of the sec ones, and heard the incessant chattering of Soniya, and saw the childishness of Yvonne, i had never noticed such things until i was gone.
joy and shadow, blended in a cauldron, bittersweet. like medicine mixed with sugar. like torn photographs stuck back together with scotchtape, like broken wings mended with love.
The world is a blessed place. People just don't see the great in life till they are gone. i regret, not studying hard enough.
but yet, even though my biggest love is gone, and has left a scar deep in my heart, i can still find a reason why i should continue living.
JOY. let joy be the reason we live. let the world sing our happy song again, let me be the miracle in someone else's life, because the people around me have been mine.
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
To be the miracle to the world.
Total Defense 2009
Three questions were posed yesterday, and they have got me thinking.
Who will you defend? that was the first question, Who?
I will defend my friends, family, and my country.
Why will you defend? this was the second question. Why?
I will defend them because i love them.
How will you defend? the last and final question. How?
I will protect them by joining National Service just like all my other guy friends.
No, i am not insane. i'm just retarded, and i have fallen crazy in love with everyone around me.
@ 9:47 PM
Who will you defend?
Today was Total Defense Day, and the release of NEmation results (:
Went down to Suntec to meet Josh :D he reached super early luh! made me feel super guilty ;X LOL.
HAHAHAHA. Thank you Josh for the lovely V-Day present! :D it's awesomely pretty :] HAHAHAHA I LOVE YOU!<3 & yes, people, we aren't together, we're just extremely awesome buddies.
Got to sit at the Media seats :] super cool. i love being a journalist :) we get all the cool stuff :D
The Minister for Defense gave his speech, which was very inspiring. i love people who write great speeches. i always want to write well :)
Next was a musical, entitled 4 pillars, 1 roof. it was super niceeee :D credits to Josh for photos :]
Following that was NEmation Prize Giving. Excited!
Granroneo won Finalist Prize :D Congrats guys for the win! you guys did awesomely awesomely fantastic! :D :D :D you guys inspire me (: The trophy was superrrr cool :D
Did interviews after the Prize Giving. YJC won :] Congrats guys and to everyone who participated, cos you're all winners :D :D
Interviews were pretty draining (surprisingly) asked like tons and tons of questions! The one with Granroneo was funniest uh. cos all friends what :]
B: (trying to take my recorder) M: (passes recorder to him) MJ: Bryan, how can you take her recorder?! B: She's my friend what. MJ: Really? You know him? M: Yeah. i know all of them. ZW&N: Where got? ZW: Who are you?! M: HAHAHA. don't lie luh! you know me lor! MJ: Did he take your number? M: Huh? Take what number. B: Yes lah! Got lah! M: Oh...(finally got it) Yeah, he did. MJ: Wait...Are you Pearlyn? M: HAHAHA. no. ZW&N&M: ooooooooo... Pearlyn ah! B: (rolls eyes) Don't be lame! Shut up lah Mr Joe! Go eat your food! M: Whoah, SCANDAL AH?
After interviews, debrief with Pow Hong. Then went to AMK Hub to do INSYNC. HEARTLAND SHOPPINGGGGG! :D :D :D AMK didn't have much, so went down to Toa Payoh :D
Purely 100% Heartlands manzxz. the ambience, the sights, the sounds, everything! :D
J: So hard to find guys clothes. I normally go JB and buy! M: HAHAHA. eh. maybe we should INSYNC IN JB!
Found cool stuff :) shan't spoil the surprise, see it in IN when it gets published! :D
Train-ed homeeee. Reached back around 7. Then went for dinner at Red House Seafood Restaurant :D
Was extremely famished. Ate a hell lot. i'm growing horizontally again! HELP! O:
Geog and Chem tomorrow! Shall go mug now! :D
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
Blog still under construction :)
@ 11:17 PM
Tomorrow is the release of NEMATION III results!
All the best to Bryan, Aziz, Nelson and Zhi Wei! :D
Ace it manzxz! :]
See you tomorrow for interviews! heheho! :D
@ 7:21 PM
Happy Valentine's Day everyone :D
thank you to all the lovely people, Carissa babe for giving me a big pink balloon :D Lexaye Twin for giving me a big red ballooon :D Insyirah, Preya, Lynette and Audrey Tan for the lovely choclates :D Dee, Yuyun and Kazuki for the sweets :D Aqida for the ice-cream stick :D & everyone else for the free hugs and wishes :D i love you all! Pass you your gifts on Monday :] feel so paiseh for not giving you on Friday /:
& CHUA, thank you for promising to buy me a Sunflower :D i love you, & i'm buying you one too!
YAY. my date with Homework is almost over!~ Tomorrow come soon pleaseeee :) NEMATION & HEARTLAND SHOPPING WITH JOSH TOMORROW! ;D omg. i can't wait.
Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 10:57 PM
Happy Birthday Ruthie! :D
Thank you for being the love of my life, my best friend, and my miracle that i had been hoping for. Thank you for always encouraging me, inspiring me and being there for me, through all the heartbreaks, joy, laughter, tears, angst and distress. May the Heavens shine their ligth for you, guide you through life, and bless you in everything you strive to achieve.
i'll love you always my dear<3 Have a sweet fifteenth, wait no, FIFTY-FIRST! :D (you are 10 years older than me now)
;D
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 5:26 PM
i'm afraid.
so afraid, i'm shaking, and shattering into a million pieces. Someone, help me!
@ 4:52 PM
Valentine's Day.
To whoever this may concern, i am NOT AVAILABLE on Valentine's Day.
i am TAKEN, by my new boyfriend,
HOMEWORK.
here's the punchline: i don't really like him, how cool is that. -_____-"
i'm sorry to everyone i've turned down ): i seriously need to study, since i'm planning to go to NEMATION Results on the fifteenth, and tests are next week. but will appreciate it if you want to study with me :D
super sorry yeah! will make it up to you somehow D:
@ 4:30 PM
F.O.B CONCERT WAS THE BOMB! :D
the best damn concert i've watched! Seriously!
Went with Bernice and Siti. Met them around 5 plus. Siti went with her sis, so it was just Bernice and me :D
Waited till 7.30. super long wait. interviewed some peeps while waiting :) met Kim, Annetta, Nicole and Sarah :]
$0.00 Complimentry ticket. NOT FOR SALEEE :D
With Bernice Leong! One of the best IN Crowd seniors and terrific friends you'll ever find!<3
weet weet! i love our shoes! :D
An introductory band played around eight. YAYYY! they weren't so bad, quite good actually.
Then waited till nine, till FALL OUT BOY CAMEEEEE! :D :D :D
a full 1 hour and 30 minutes performance! OMG. IT WAS THE BOMB! :D super awesomely, shitty cool to the max! :]
everyone was jumping, clapping, screaming, cheering, singing, dancing, and lot and lots of morshing.
The boys were like.. organised morsh / dance showdown. seriously cool shitzxz. wanted to join them, but apparently, i was too small and i would probably get squashed or something O:
oh wells. pity pity. Concert ended at 10.30 :D it was really good, honestly.
interviewed some extremely satisfied fans then went home.
WOOOOOO. FOB kept playing in my head in school today :D
More photos with Bernice! will get them from her soon :D
Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
take all my memories, and lock them safe up in my heart.
i'm alive on Facebook. thanks to the peeps on IN CROWD. had to post all updates on FB to make me go on O:
Went to Nicole's house today (: she's dang tall now :D and her house is b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l-! :D
Photos with Sandra. cos i didn't bring my cam ): will post when i get them :D
School from Monday to Friday! FOB Concert with BERNICEEE & SITI on Tuesday! :D Darling's birthday on the 13th!<3 Seeing Sotong's (shaved) head on 13th! O: VS PI on 13th! :] Valentine's on 14th! :] NEMATION III & HEARTLAND SHOPPING with Josh on 15th! :D
HAHAHAHA. i need to study.
*talks to self* Marissa, go do Chem now!
Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
oh yes, by the way.
Thank you to Ruthie, Janjira and Andres
for all your help in Amath!
i passed! with my A1! :D
*SCREAMS & RUNS IN CIRCLES*
@ 11:22 PM
i'm trying to post more fun stuff. let me know if you have more suggestions. hope you liked my previous post :D
@ 10:04 PM
marissayeoleping's top 15 (want-to-go) destinations
around the world
(not in order)
Africa is not all bare! Welcome to Cape Town, one of the best towns i've ever been to.
Las Vegas. i know i'm too young for gambling. but i go there for the lights, not the $$.
i have two awesome friends from Nepal. Nepal is beautiful, and so are you, Sinthiya and Soniya.
Egypt. The pyramaids and spheonix are the places i want to explore.
The Taj Mahal is just majestic. By just looking at the photo already makes me feel like i'm already there.
Paris, the city of love. it's my dream. Jet'aime, Paris!
The Colossal. The name just tells you everything. Italy, my love.
When i first went to Japan, it was Autumn. i want to go in the summer, to see the Sakuras bloom, hanami is parks. love is in the air ~
Some may say i'm insane, but i have a dream to go to Alaska. To see the Aurora, the northern lights.
China amazes me. The Great Wall, The Oriental Pearl, even the scholars in my school.
Venice. Reminds me of the book Merchant of Venice. the boats along the calm rivers. The buildings on the waterfront. Looks like a painting that cam to life.
Sydney Opera House. i wouldn't know where else to would go if i went to Sydney.
Maldives, the disappearing island. Snow-white beaches, super cool beach houses. Clear blue water. Hey, am i in heaven?
The Great Barrier Reef, considered one of the seven wonders of the world. i'm scared of fish, but i couldn't resist.
Bali, there's just so much culture. it gives you the feeling of immersing into a traditional cultural mood. Just so perplexing.
Photo credits: Flickr Yahoo! Images
Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
Working late tonight. No coffee, cos couldn't get any /: managed to snag a can of coke and F&N :D sugar high :] Waiting for Beep to send me the powerpoint :}
INCROWD INDUCTION WAS THE BOMB! :D i love in crowd to bits!<3 incrowd08,incrowd09,iloveyou!
Played ice breakers. before editorial discussion, followed by the release of EXCO results.
Congragulations to Si Ying for President! Gowri for Secretary! Joshua for Sports Correspondent! Phyllis for EXCO member! & i'm not vice-president :] HAHAHAHA. what luck. Happy yet scared yet determined :D
Then had photo taking! YAY! FINALLY TOOK A NEW BYLINE PHOTO! :D heheho! :]
Lynn, Bhavana, Mahirah, Jia Wei and Pei Shwen are cool peeps :D seriously. i sure hope to be awesome friends with you peeps :)
After induction, went to Toa Payoh Hub with Joshua for dinner :D wheee. took the big loop ;X HAHAHAHA.
i like subway. sandwiches for dinner are cool. and no, i'm not dieting :D i'm not ano, unlike *ahem* LOLLOLLOL :]
M: i want to try your sandwich. J: (hands me his sandwich) M: (takes a bite) why does it taste sourish? J: cos of tomatoes i guess. M: (gives the O.O face)
i don't like tomatoes! HAHAHAHAHA.
Tuition till 10. Home at 11. Homework till who knows when /:
i love in crowd!<3 no wonder i could not pay attention in class today O:
Sunday, February 1, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
Wish i could post this tomorrow, but won't be using com due to tests /: so shall post this now :D Happy (one day early) Birthday Brendan! :D
thank you for being such a great photography buddy :D always encouraging me and giving me new tips to improve my skills. Also, thanks a lot for covering for me last year :] HAHA. i know the photo is unglam, but it's one of the nicer, not so unglam ones i have. LOL. heh. enjoy your day & i'm honoured to be your friend :D wheeeee.
@ 10:56 PM
Happy Birthday 公公! :D
went to Blue Ginger to celebrate just now :] super full now O: had fun, with my cousins and all. feeling lazy to upload all photos ;X
Tainted.
M.
I'm diehard for thriller rides and spasm that sprouts up to level infinite.
I'm madly in love with M, the sunshine of my soul.
I'm highly addicted to writing, sports, photography and design.
I'm a killer-machine, so please don't mess with me.