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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 6:05 PM
Call me aneroxic, because i don't care anymore.
i'll kill to be as good as her.
i swear that Ruthie Tan and Donna Chua will be the death of me.They freakin' lost weight when they're like freakin' skinny already.
It's so annoying sometimes.
Please gain weight fast,
or i swear aneroxia will take my life.
Tsktsk,
i have not worked out in a week due to tuition marathons,
which reminds me,
i have another in just an hour.
What luck.
It's taking away all my calorie burning 5km runs.
AND HOLY SHIT.
cos i'm not burning anything,
I'M GAINING WEIGHT!
NONONONONONO!!!!!!!
I swear,
Donna and Ruthie,
if you two don't gain weight,
i will go on a hunger strike.
You know i can.
I regret eating that sandwich today.
RAWRRRRRRR.
Oh no,
i have to eat three meals tomorrow ):
This is bad, real bad.
At this rate,
i'm so putting back on my kilos.
D:
devastated .
@ 5:43 PM
Because you made me believe in love.
We've hid our phones in our secret place,
and ran away into the infinite and beyond.
We're out of place,
out of touch.
Don't try to find us,
cos we're already gone.
Perhaps, the reason i ever smiled today was because of the last page of Teen Idol.
Sometimes, i think love is the most beautiful thing.
Treasure it,
like i was your only ticket out of this place of hatred.
L.O.V.E.
and ran away into the infinite and beyond.
We're out of place,
out of touch.
Don't try to find us,
cos we're already gone.
D: Okay. So i took your advice and told him. And guess what? It turns out he loves me, too! So what do i do now?
A: You live happily ever after.
Perhaps, the reason i ever smiled today was because of the last page of Teen Idol.
Sometimes, i think love is the most beautiful thing.
Treasure it,
like i was your only ticket out of this place of hatred.
L.O.V.E.
@ 5:28 PM
I didn't fall, i jumped.
everyone needs something to hold.
everyone needs something to hold.
i'm disappointed in myself,
as of now, because im sitting in front of the computer instead of studying Geog.
i have decided to do lit. and file all my stories for Grapevine.
(like finally!!!)
This is not good.
I'm just glad that i have TLL later.
I miss my friends there a lot somehow.
i don't know why,
but i keep wondering how i'm going to walk out the room with my head high on my last day.
The day is approaching, faster and faster,
sooner and sooner.
Good God,
i need to control myself, and my emotions and everything about me.
If not, perhaps the people around would just leave me,
but after all, this is a dog-eat-dog world,
anything can happen.
I'm going to keep a distance,
and just be everyone's best friend.
Call me a phony or fake,
but that is how it works.
I don't belong anywhere,
because my sense of belonging to someone or something,
was gone long before i had even started loving.
Nevertheless, i'll continue to spread the love,
by providing a shoulder for others to lean on.
I'm not going to think for myself anymore,
i'm going to think for others,
and give them all i've got.
I'm tired of being selfish,
I'm tired of clinging on to everyone.
I'm tired of trying to get people to talk to me.
I'm tired of just trying to be me.
I'm a thousand faces.
Full Stop.
as of now, because im sitting in front of the computer instead of studying Geog.
i have decided to do lit. and file all my stories for Grapevine.
(like finally!!!)
This is not good.
I'm just glad that i have TLL later.
I miss my friends there a lot somehow.
i don't know why,
but i keep wondering how i'm going to walk out the room with my head high on my last day.
The day is approaching, faster and faster,
sooner and sooner.
Good God,
i need to control myself, and my emotions and everything about me.
If not, perhaps the people around would just leave me,
but after all, this is a dog-eat-dog world,
anything can happen.
I'm going to keep a distance,
and just be everyone's best friend.
Call me a phony or fake,
but that is how it works.
I don't belong anywhere,
because my sense of belonging to someone or something,
was gone long before i had even started loving.
Nevertheless, i'll continue to spread the love,
by providing a shoulder for others to lean on.
I'm not going to think for myself anymore,
i'm going to think for others,
and give them all i've got.
I'm tired of being selfish,
I'm tired of clinging on to everyone.
I'm tired of trying to get people to talk to me.
I'm tired of just trying to be me.
I'm a thousand faces.
Full Stop.
Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 9:22 PM
Don't let go, cos i'm here with you.
YAY.
THANK YOU NORAN FOR SENDING ME DAVID A SONGS ;D
hahahahha. i love you.
THANK YOU JUSTIN FOR MAKING ME FEEL SO HIGH, :D
ever since last night.
OMG.OMG.OMG.
I'm still high now.
Must be your presence,
And all the Midnight Counselling Sessions,
they really helped a lot, so thank you thank you :)
But the fact i am high now, there must be something wrong.
What did you do to Marissa? O:<
bet you spiked her drink with heroin or something :]
heehee. but it doesn't matter,
i love you all the same.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh wells,
i'm going to finish my SS notes now.
I think I ate too many happy pills today :D
i had a double dosage to make up the previous five days of sorrow -.-"
Justin and I just saw the most interesting things today ;}
Photography makes the strangest things come to life.
Photo credits to DeviantArt,
for all the wonderful photos that were never taken by me :D
YAY.
THANK YOU NORAN FOR SENDING ME DAVID A SONGS ;D
hahahahha. i love you.
THANK YOU JUSTIN FOR MAKING ME FEEL SO HIGH, :D
ever since last night.
OMG.OMG.OMG.
I'm still high now.
Must be your presence,
And all the Midnight Counselling Sessions,
they really helped a lot, so thank you thank you :)
But the fact i am high now, there must be something wrong.
What did you do to Marissa? O:<
bet you spiked her drink with heroin or something :]
heehee. but it doesn't matter,
i love you all the same.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh wells,
i'm going to finish my SS notes now.
I think I ate too many happy pills today :D
i had a double dosage to make up the previous five days of sorrow -.-"
Justin and I just saw the most interesting things today ;}
M: OMG. HAHA. I see gays kissing. Looks so sick, yet so artistic.
J: O.O (then he saw it) Oh yeah, it does look artistic.
M: Wait till you see page two, there's more.
J: No thank you :)
Photography makes the strangest things come to life.
Photo credits to DeviantArt,
for all the wonderful photos that were never taken by me :D
@ 8:26 PM
Unexpected love.
It was dark, it was cold,
and it wasn't one of the best days of my life.
I was going to break down.
I walked back to class,
thinking on whether to escape to the Sickbay or not,
i just felt really sick, super sick then.
My head was spinning,
my eyelids were as heavy as lead,
and all i wanted to do was sleep and shut the world out.
Then came Donna running along the corridor,
heading back to class.
She saw me and hugged me, and said,
"Don't give up okay. FIGHT. Don't give up, at least not now."
I felt like crying.
Just like that in the middle of the corridor.
Thank you Chua, thank you.
For everything.
i love you.
It was dark, it was cold,
and it wasn't one of the best days of my life.
I was going to break down.
I walked back to class,
thinking on whether to escape to the Sickbay or not,
i just felt really sick, super sick then.
My head was spinning,
my eyelids were as heavy as lead,
and all i wanted to do was sleep and shut the world out.
Then came Donna running along the corridor,
heading back to class.
She saw me and hugged me, and said,
"Don't give up okay. FIGHT. Don't give up, at least not now."
I felt like crying.
Just like that in the middle of the corridor.
Thank you Chua, thank you.
For everything.
i love you.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 6:03 PM
Thrills and spills.
With Aqida!
Ben and Jerry's Free Cone Dayyyyyy! :D
went with Aqida, Yvonne, Celia, Yan Jie and Jia Hui :D :D :D
YAY!
Honestly, believe or not,
the queue was like two levels O.O
SO MUCH LONGER THAN LAST YEAR'S IN PASIR RIS O:
but it only took like forty minutes :]
YAY! and queuing with the awesome people made it seem like ten minutes :)
All was worth it,
Chocolate Fudge Brownie was the bomb :D
nice, chewy, sticky yummylicious goodness ;D
Had a slack day ):
didn't do work except paying attention in class :D
HAHAHA. i bought scrapbook materials :]
YAY!
Bused back with Aqida on Bus 16 :)
we slept and talked a lot :]
Aqida is so fun once you get to know her,
she was super excited manzxz :D
Heheho!
& Brian made my day today for giving me a lift home! :D
My Rich ass who cabs home every day,
THANK YOU THANK YOU! ;D
I'm gonna go run now,
burn off those calories and hit the books :D
MYE STARTS TOMORROW!
*gasps and freaks out*
*runs in small circles*
Let the MugFest begin !
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
Shoot.
I screw my eyes shut,
as tears rolled down my cheeks.
I placed my hands above yours.
I could feel them shaking so hard.
I could hear your warm breath against mine,
heaving deeply, yet sighing softly,
the type of melody i would call mine.
I felt the barrel rub against my temple,
"it's time," i muttered.
I glanced up and your sweat-drenched face,
into your eyes that shown pain so true.
I could see tears glistened in your eyes,
and i felt a thousand arrows pierce through my heart.
"I'm sorry, baby." I whispered,
before pressing your finger against the trigger.
Before you could say anything more,
I covered your mouth with one last kiss.
BANG!
And the last thing i uttered was your sacred name.
I placed my hands above yours.
I could feel them shaking so hard.
I could hear your warm breath against mine,
heaving deeply, yet sighing softly,
the type of melody i would call mine.
I felt the barrel rub against my temple,
"it's time," i muttered.
I glanced up and your sweat-drenched face,
into your eyes that shown pain so true.
I could see tears glistened in your eyes,
and i felt a thousand arrows pierce through my heart.
"I'm sorry, baby." I whispered,
before pressing your finger against the trigger.
Before you could say anything more,
I covered your mouth with one last kiss.
BANG!
And the last thing i uttered was your sacred name.
Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
Baby, you're my only one.
I'm burning the midnight oil
with my head as hot as a torch,
and my throat burning as if
someone had poured kerosene into it and struck a match.
I'm sorry Justin,
for making you worry way too much about me ):
He practically freaked out when i told him i went jogging just now.
O:
okay, fine.
it was my fault.
i am running when i should be at home sleeping with an ice towel on my forehead -.-"
But it was only two rounds.
How bad could it be?
Okay, I've got school tomorrow.
& i'm not going to the sick bay! :D
I'm gonna stay in class to listen (:
MYE in 3 days.
i'm a ball of nerves.
RAWR.
i swear i can take a gun and put it to my head and pull the trigger.
i don't want to break down before the MYE.
i don't want to stop fighting.
But yet, every step i take,
is like a thousand arrows piercing into my skin.
Fight M, fight.
Fight till your last breath.
I'm not backing down,
not this time.
it's like looking at our photo without you,
gosh, i miss you so terribly.
it's killing me slowly.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 4:50 PM
Just a little more.
Fever fever fever ):
go away pleaseeee.
Cos M needs to do Physics /:
HAHAHAHA.
i shall apologise to JUSTIN and BRYAN HAN for making them worry! ):
I'm sorry! D:
i promise i will sleep more and drink more water.
Honestly,
they are like in some ways my mom sometimes O.O
LOLLOLLOL.
THANK YOU ALWAYS FOR LOOKING OUT FOR ME! :D
Hmm...I'm still thinking if i should move to LJ.
i love blogger a lot somehow.
& i'm like attached to my blog O:
oh wells,
who knows.
i don't know why,
but i'm missing people,
a little too much.
goodgosh,
my thoughts are running astray /:
HOMEWORK NOW :]
it's seventy to thirty,
always been, always will be.
Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 11:08 PM
There's just much more to life.
Lesson learnt today:
Don't trust the judgement of a guy at times.
Justin and I learnt that today.
HAHAHAHA. PRETTY HILARIOUS :)
J: Jing Long told me you asked him to pass something to me. He said it was in a big sealed envelope.
M: Er, yeah. Eh, the envelope was A5 uh! That's so small! A3 is big luh!
J: HAHA. YEAH. A5 IS SMALL O.O
HAHAHAHA,
JING LONG IS DAMN FUNNYYYY :X
My A5 yellow envelope is not big kay! :)
LOLLOLLOL.
i'm having a time of my life,
despite the stress and walls around me crumbling down
MYE is inching closer.
5 days.
However,
i'm loving everything about my life,
the tiniest bits of jokes circulating,
the people who surround me,
whether they are my friends or not,
the people who love me,
the people i love,
and the person closest to my heart,
i love you all<3
To everyone who is down, upset, stressed, depressed.
Life is much more than just unhappy faces and frowns.
Remember, every day you frown,
that's a day of happiness that you've deprived yourself of.
Be strong, have faith in yourself,
Life is much more than depression, hate, stress and anger.
Life is about Joy, laughter, love and peace,
live, learn and pass it on.
Let's make the world smile again :)
Spread the love,
stop the hate.
Laugh as long as your breathe,
Love as long as you live.
Felicia Lim, your words echo in my head.
I've finally understood what life is about.
Thank you, i love you.
We'll jump together,
hand in hand,
fingers interlocked.
@ 10:43 PM
Smiles on a Faded Polaroid.
It's FRIDAYYYY :D
But my weekend is piled with homeowork.
Took this from Bernice's blog
I sure miss doing quizes O:
If you are tagged, please follow the instructions below
1. Put your iTunes/Imeem/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?” YOU SAY?
Why Worry - All American Rejects
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
太難搞 - By2
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Dynamo Of Volition - Jason Mraz
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
樣子 - 張韶涵
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
大舌头 - 吴克群
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
We Cry - The Script
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
誰愛誰 - 張韶涵
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
See You Again (Mafia Remix) - Miley Cyrus
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Drive Away - All American Rejects
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
暧昧 - 曾咏霖
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
瞬間 - 王心凌
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
夢裡花 - 張韶涵
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Holiday - Boys Like Girls
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Beautiful Love - 蔡健雅
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
熱愛 - 王心凌
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
La La Land - Demi Lavato
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
幸福神偷 - 王心凌
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Straight Jacket Feeling - All American Rejects
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
情歌 - 梁静茹
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Valentine's Day - Linkin Park
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Too Little Too Late - Jojo
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The End - Simple Plan
Whoah,
what's with my iTunes o.O
Most songs in CHINESE O:
HAHAHAHAHA.
Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 4:20 PM
When you jump, i'll jump too.
& we'll fall together from the building's ledge.
Countdown: 6 days
Marissa study harder.
Don't let the stress take over you,
believe, strive, achieve.
J: matters of the heart and mind.
& we'll fall together from the building's ledge.
Countdown: 6 days
Marissa study harder.
Don't let the stress take over you,
believe, strive, achieve.
J: matters of the heart and mind.
Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 12:12 AM
Hello, you touched my heart.
& sent a feeling zipping through my veins when your lips touched my skin.
My heart is yours, J.
Hello Campaign!
Went after tuition.
Met Annabella, Donna, Ying Ying and Bibi.
Our group was Group X,
with two super cool leaders, Ian and Si Jia :D
credits Annabella for most photos! :]
& sent a feeling zipping through my veins when your lips touched my skin.
My heart is yours, J.
Hello Campaign!
Went after tuition.
Met Annabella, Donna, Ying Ying and Bibi.
Our group was Group X,
with two super cool leaders, Ian and Si Jia :D
credits Annabella for most photos! :]
HELLOOOOOO!
Group X! :D
M: HELLO! Please help us pledge your support!
With Annabella, Donna, Ying Ying and Bibi.
With Bibi, Annabella, Jaslyn, Donna, Ying Ying and Charlene :D
We all took polaroids.
This is Annabella's.
After Hello Campaign,
went to Bishan to meet Justin and Nigel :D
Here's the thing about Bishan and me.
Whenever i go to Bishan,
without fail,
i'll always wait for the person i'm meeting.
How cool :)
This was written by Annabella,
for Marissa,
worn by Marissa,
then by Justin,
followed by Nigel,
and back to Marissa again.
How cool is that :)
The Moving Name Sticker! :D
It was fun hanging out with Justin and Nigel.
They had to go to the Gym.
HAHAHAHA.
Sorry for stalling time! ;X
LOLLOLLOL.
One thing for sure i did not regret seeing was Justin and Nigel quarrel.
When guys quarrel, (especially when they are buddies for life)
here's a tip:
Never interrupt them, just grab some popcorn and enjoy the show!
It's like Live Drama :D :D :D
Justin gave me this :D
YAY. THANKS DEAR :]
HAHAHAHA. IT'S AWESOMELY CUTE
& I LOVE IT<3
YAY!
I seriously had fun today.
Proposal is doneeee!
YAY.
now i'm off to mug my butt off for MYE.
oh yes, homework is gorging my eyes out.
*FREAKS OUT, SCREAMS AND RUNS IN CIRCLES!*
i don't know if i should be happy, stressed, sad or angry.
I'm all at once.
But i would love to feel overjoyed today :D
Proposal is doneeee!
YAY.
now i'm off to mug my butt off for MYE.
oh yes, homework is gorging my eyes out.
*FREAKS OUT, SCREAMS AND RUNS IN CIRCLES!*
i don't know if i should be happy, stressed, sad or angry.
I'm all at once.
But i would love to feel overjoyed today :D
Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 10:42 PM
Whether you are watching or not, we will prove you wrong.
Come on Donna, we'll prove ourselves,
we'll show them the heroes we can be.
Come on Donna, we'll prove ourselves,
we'll show them the heroes we can be.
My Photo Uploaded is screwed.
can't upload Sports Days photos ):
oh wells.
what a pity,
i apologise profusely.
My ideas are sucked dry.
Need inspiration for Script.
Hello Campaign tomorrow.
Hopefully i can meet Justin after :]
i miss my awesome friend :D
Bryan Han made my day today :)
Lu Wei Zhu made me laugh so hard!
Justin made me smile again :]
HAHAHAHA.
I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS!
As of today,
i remember this exact day last year,
the first day i entered church.
i miss church.
i miss CHC Cell W405! D:
i miss Kai Sheng, Hong Shun, Lionel, Sheena, Cheryl, Calvin, Vicki, Ni Hua and everyone else! ):
would love to go back to surprise them one day :D
heeee.
MYE is in 11 days.
i am freaking out, real bad.
can't upload Sports Days photos ):
oh wells.
what a pity,
i apologise profusely.
My ideas are sucked dry.
Need inspiration for Script.
Hello Campaign tomorrow.
Hopefully i can meet Justin after :]
i miss my awesome friend :D
Bryan Han made my day today :)
Lu Wei Zhu made me laugh so hard!
Justin made me smile again :]
HAHAHAHA.
I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS!
As of today,
i remember this exact day last year,
the first day i entered church.
i miss church.
i miss CHC Cell W405! D:
i miss Kai Sheng, Hong Shun, Lionel, Sheena, Cheryl, Calvin, Vicki, Ni Hua and everyone else! ):
would love to go back to surprise them one day :D
heeee.
MYE is in 11 days.
i am freaking out, real bad.
Monday, April 6, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
Words from the Heart.
M: Ruthie, what happens if my heart gets broken again?
R: Ask that guy to watch out cos he's gonna step on dog shit. And suffer the wrath of Gaara.
This is the reason why i love
Tan Lee Ee Ruthie so much :)
My darling girlfriend,
you'll always be my number one girl.
i love you truckloads<3
Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 11:03 PM
I'm just a little too not over you.
Wheeeee.
i love justin, my awesome best friend<3
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
*i can hear Ruthie giggling. tsktsk!*
my girlfriend can't keep her mouth shut.
HAHAHAHA.
With all her "MMHMMMs" and her "WHO AR? WHO AR?"
LOLLOLLOL.
i swear i can kill her O:<
Okay, back to birthday wishes.
Today is the Fifth of April :)
Happy Birthday JOSHUA KOR! :D :D :D
You've been an awesome buddy, especially in the crowd :]
Covering events with you were damn fun,
and getting teased by the rest is okay somehow -.-"
HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh yes, and your endless note tags on FB.
LOL. THEY MAKE ME CRAZY :D
heee. im so glad you've decided to turn HIGH! :]
heeee. see you at Editorial meetings soon ;D
i love you (as a friend) !<3
cos like you said, love is liberal :]
Happy Birthday RACHEL SOH! :D
Hello pretty thing,
like honestly, you're getting prettier everyday :]
HAHAHAHAHA.
Must be great turning fifteen.
heeee. love you!<3
HAHAHA. LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.
heeeee. i love everyone.
but i love some people more!
HAHAHAHAHA.
baby, i'm loyal.
i love you, more than anything else in this world.
Wheeeee.
i love justin, my awesome best friend<3
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
*i can hear Ruthie giggling. tsktsk!*
my girlfriend can't keep her mouth shut.
HAHAHAHA.
With all her "MMHMMMs" and her "WHO AR? WHO AR?"
LOLLOLLOL.
i swear i can kill her O:<
Okay, back to birthday wishes.
Today is the Fifth of April :)
Happy Birthday JOSHUA KOR! :D :D :D
You've been an awesome buddy, especially in the crowd :]
Covering events with you were damn fun,
and getting teased by the rest is okay somehow -.-"
HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh yes, and your endless note tags on FB.
LOL. THEY MAKE ME CRAZY :D
heee. im so glad you've decided to turn HIGH! :]
heeee. see you at Editorial meetings soon ;D
i love you (as a friend) !<3
cos like you said, love is liberal :]
Happy Birthday RACHEL SOH! :D
Hello pretty thing,
like honestly, you're getting prettier everyday :]
HAHAHAHAHA.
Must be great turning fifteen.
heeee. love you!<3
HAHAHA. LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.
heeeee. i love everyone.
but i love some people more!
HAHAHAHAHA.
baby, i'm loyal.
i love you, more than anything else in this world.
@ 10:24 PM
I'll sing our song through the storm.
A red umbrella made an impact on me today.
It was raining cats and dogs,
and as usual, lazy old me refused to bring her umbrella.
So i skipped/ran/trudged/danced in the torrential rain,
with my (thank God) waterproof blue bag,
and my sandwich in my hand.
While skipping along the pavement,
a lorry driver stopped right next to me,
wind down his window and passed a red umbrella to me.
Whether it was a work of God,
or just a splash of kindness from a total stranger,
it touched my heart.
I thank that Uncle very much.
& also the Uncle at the Bicycle store who offered me toilet paper to dry up.
The people whom you've never met,
or they just never crossed your minds,
tend to surprise you in the most intriguing ways.
That just happened to me today.
& i'm grateful that it did.
& i'm grateful that it did.
I've looked at life in a different light,
so the next time i see someone else like me walking in the rain,
perhaps i should go up to him/her and say,
"Hey, i've got a big, red umbrella, want to share it?"
Red Umbrellas,
they give love a better name.
so the next time i see someone else like me walking in the rain,
perhaps i should go up to him/her and say,
"Hey, i've got a big, red umbrella, want to share it?"
Red Umbrellas,
they give love a better name.
Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 10:10 PM
High on heroin, high on escatsy.
J's been tired lately .
must be the nationals coming up .
Train hard dear! ;D
i love you!<3
SPEECH DAY.
duty early on a Saturday morning.
what a great way to spend Saturdays.
J's been tired lately .must be the nationals coming up .
Train hard dear! ;D
i love you!<3
SPEECH DAY.
duty early on a Saturday morning.
what a great way to spend Saturdays.
With Yee Thien and Anabel.
i swear the formal uniform makes me look fat ;X
Vaish said i looked like a Sumo Wrestler.
tsktsk!
that was insulting ):
HAHAHA VAISH I'M NOT A SUMO WRESTLER! O:
i'm not THAT fat right, i sure hope not ):
Duty was fine,
but a little boring somehow.
Purple corsages.
They are so prettyyyy :]
With Jaslyn and Megan :D
After duty, went to E Hub with Donna, Charlene, Vaish, Jaslyn, Aisyah, Kim and Ying Ying! :)
i haven't been to E Hub for so long O:
The trip on the MRT was hilarious.
Y: Lucky Charlene came, if not i'm the only SnL.
K: Oh, Jaslyn extra! Only PR! The rest from SnL and PUBS!
Y: Really meh? Who's from PUBS?
(Donna, Vaish, Kim, Aisyah and I raised our hands)
Y: Whoah, really arh? So many!
ALL: HAHAHAHA.
K: Poor Jaslyn!
Watched Confessions of a Shopaholic again.
It's still funny,
but i had more fun narrating the story,
and i think Donna got irritated with me O:
HAHA. SORRY CHUA :D
After the movie,
Donna, Vaish and Ying Ying went off.
The rest of us went to BBQ Chicken to eat :D
Kim, Charlene, Aisyah and Jaslyn :D :D :D
Thank you to the kind waiter for helping is take :D
heheho!
The food was nice,
shared Chicken Tortillas with Kim.
Heeee.
Sports Day is on Wednesday.
i need to train,
really really hard.
J, we're going to make our boat fly
Yes we will.
Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
Little Inspirations, Big Differences.
Whenever i thought of what spurred me to keep running this marathon called life,
faces of special people flash through my head,
as if they were destined to shine the way for me,
to encourage me,
to motivate me,
to make sure i complete this race.
1. YVONNE LIEW QIAO YING
Sometimes, i ever wondered what life would be like if i never met you in Sec 1.
If we never became such good friends.
Thank you for always encouraging me when i feel down,
whether it was your childish antics,
or the times when you triumphed your own victories,
they never failed to inspire me to work harder.
i love you a lot for that<3
2. ONG SHU HUI CELIA
My dear doubles partner,
you never gave up on me even if i played badly,
or when i quit the team.
You never ignored me, or even hate me.
I'm glad and honoured to have played doubles with you throughout my two years in TK BADDY.
You've inspired me to always be nice to people,and always forgive them for their mistakes. Thank you!
i love you a lot for that<3
3. LILI MUSLIHAH
I only got to know you this year,
and a lot more about you when i interviewed you,
and when i sit next to you in lab.
The fact that you always looked at life so positively,
and made sure that you still stayed strong no matter what the obstacles before you were,
that inspired me to look at life differently.
To always be strong and look on the good side of life.
Thank you!
& i love you very much!<3
4. SANDRA YEO LE YING
Perhaps, you are one who knows me inside out.
Having lived with you for (close to) fourteen years of my life,
and seeing you grow from someone who constantly gets spanked for being mischievous,
to someone who self-motivates herself to soar higher in life,
has made me want to work harder,
and to prove to myself that i can do better.
Thank you babe!
& I love you very much<3
5. DONNA CHUA JIA LE
No matter how many times you've failed,
no matter how many times you've been brought down,
you have stayed strong.
Whenever i see you making an effort,
i'll always reflect on whether i could be just like you,
someone who will chase her dreams,
even if they're impossible to reach.
Chua, i'm not giving up,
and i don't think you will either.
Thank you for always being there,
and inspiring me.
I love you loads<3
These are the main people who've inspired me.
Other people like Ruthie, Justin, my PB Seniors, Bryan Han, Kelvin and my Baddy Juniors,
thank you for inspiring me in your little ways.
Like studying hard, and training hard,
and achieving the impossible.
I thank you and love you all<3
M will prove herself wrong.
M will achieve that impossible dream.
i'm not backing down,
no, not this time.
faces of special people flash through my head,
as if they were destined to shine the way for me,
to encourage me,
to motivate me,
to make sure i complete this race.
1. YVONNE LIEW QIAO YING
Sometimes, i ever wondered what life would be like if i never met you in Sec 1.
If we never became such good friends.
Thank you for always encouraging me when i feel down,
whether it was your childish antics,
or the times when you triumphed your own victories,
they never failed to inspire me to work harder.
i love you a lot for that<3
2. ONG SHU HUI CELIA
My dear doubles partner,
you never gave up on me even if i played badly,
or when i quit the team.
You never ignored me, or even hate me.
I'm glad and honoured to have played doubles with you throughout my two years in TK BADDY.
You've inspired me to always be nice to people,and always forgive them for their mistakes. Thank you!
i love you a lot for that<3
3. LILI MUSLIHAH
I only got to know you this year,
and a lot more about you when i interviewed you,
and when i sit next to you in lab.
The fact that you always looked at life so positively,
and made sure that you still stayed strong no matter what the obstacles before you were,
that inspired me to look at life differently.
To always be strong and look on the good side of life.
Thank you!
& i love you very much!<3
4. SANDRA YEO LE YING
Perhaps, you are one who knows me inside out.
Having lived with you for (close to) fourteen years of my life,
and seeing you grow from someone who constantly gets spanked for being mischievous,
to someone who self-motivates herself to soar higher in life,
has made me want to work harder,
and to prove to myself that i can do better.
Thank you babe!
& I love you very much<3
5. DONNA CHUA JIA LE
No matter how many times you've failed,
no matter how many times you've been brought down,
you have stayed strong.
Whenever i see you making an effort,
i'll always reflect on whether i could be just like you,
someone who will chase her dreams,
even if they're impossible to reach.
Chua, i'm not giving up,
and i don't think you will either.
Thank you for always being there,
and inspiring me.
I love you loads<3
These are the main people who've inspired me.
Other people like Ruthie, Justin, my PB Seniors, Bryan Han, Kelvin and my Baddy Juniors,
thank you for inspiring me in your little ways.
Like studying hard, and training hard,
and achieving the impossible.
I thank you and love you all<3
M will prove herself wrong.
M will achieve that impossible dream.
i'm not backing down,
no, not this time.
@ 10:40 PM
We are TKGS BADDY.
no one gets left out.
Went to support the team for their last match this year.
Tough draws this year,
but i still think everyone fought,
so i'm extremely proud of everyone.
My team and my juniors.
i love you all very much<3
no one gets left out.
Went to support the team for their last match this year.
Tough draws this year,
but i still think everyone fought,
so i'm extremely proud of everyone.
My team and my juniors.
i love you all very much<3
With Soniya,
i miss her hilarious jokes which make me laugh when i'm down and out.
Yvonne and I still can't get over our COTTON CANDY clouds.
seems like Geog has taken a toll on us.
We're studying weather now.
heheho!
Yvonne, i can't live without you childishness.
Yvonne requested her red fish kite and half moon be taken :)
HAAHAHA.
Team talk.
Sometimes, when we do the craziest things like compare who has the sexiest legs,
it just wants to make me smile so hard.
i miss my team.
Sinthiya: You know, i realised something. Whenever you talk about yourself, you'll say you are fat. But other people talk about you, they say you are not fat. It's like when your friend says she's fat, you'll tell her she's not fat right?
Well said Sinthiya,
well said.
One thing i know for sure,
i know that my life turned around when i joined this team.
Because they made me feel that i was part of something,
something important,
something i love a hell lot.
i have no regrets, none at all.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 10:20 PM
Laugh like you mean it.
Happy April Fool's :)
Happy Birthday Denise & Bobbi :)
Happy Birthday Jane :)
School started on lovely April Fool's morning.
Everyone forgot to bring their nametag.
LOL.
It was hilarious.
Spot checks was just so funnyyyy.
Swopped nametags first period.
& greeted Mr Seah "Good Afternoon" instead of "Good Morning".
We even told him his fly was undone O:
& he cheekily checked O:
Yvonne became Marissa Yeo Le Ping.
I am Leo Shu Rui for the first half of the day!
SEE no evil, HEAR no evil, SMELL no evil, SPEAK no evil.HAHAHA.
OMG. I MISS SJ & FELICIA! D:
Yvonne's cotton candy clouds! :D
heheho, yvonne, they look yummy don't they?
We were running when Yvonne pointed them out.
Heee. Yvonne is super good.
She ran fourteen rounds, i ran nine.
HAHA.
After recess,
swopped nametag back with Shu Rui.
Was Yvonne during fourth period.
I was Liew Qiao Yin for the day :D
After Chinese,
returned nametag to Yvonne
cos Ms Tan said she would confiscate our nametags ):
Ruthie back from Chinese,
scribbled full with SJ's rants.
heheho, yvonne, they look yummy don't they?
We were running when Yvonne pointed them out.
Heee. Yvonne is super good.
She ran fourteen rounds, i ran nine.
HAHA.
After recess,
swopped nametag back with Shu Rui.
Was Yvonne during fourth period.
I was Liew Qiao Yin for the day :D
After Chinese,
returned nametag to Yvonne
cos Ms Tan said she would confiscate our nametags ):
Ruthie back from Chinese,
scribbled full with SJ's rants.
SJ writes,
I am devoted to my affairs.
Ruthie is my pokingggg target :)& i'm hers.
HAHAHAHA.
"I am the biggest fan of Show Luo!"
Here's the punchline,
Ruthie does not favour Show Luo,
SJ does.
LOLLOLLOL.
I love Tan Lee Ee Ruthie! :D
Ruthie and Marissa's Bucket List! :D
YAY. I LOVE OUR BUCKET LIST!
Then i became Tan Lee Ee Ruthie during last period.
& Ruthie became Marissa Yeo Le Ping.heee.
Ruthie fainted in class on me.
I screamed.
And i think we scared Mr Chan a bit.
LOLLOLLOL.
Went home for Bobbi and Denise's party.
Oragnised some games.
Seriously, it was like war during the team games.
Everyone was so agressive.
So many people screamed and some cried.
Like gosh,
who knew .
Went to talk to James during break.
Watched him waveboard.
He's super good at it, seriously.
(for a ten-year-old)
I have such talented people in my neighbourhood :)
Girls were playing games.
Heeee.
I had fun oragnising them :D
Water bomb throwing game.
After games was dinner.
Had lots and lots of food O:
YUMMYYY :D
Then time to cut the cake!
Happy Birthday! :D
Cake was from Gelare :)
Look here and smile.
Make a wish and blow.
More games after.
heeeee.
Denise, Bobbi and Chelsea.
Nadia, Denise, Clarice.
The fun continued till 9 plus.
& i retired to homework.
A math is killing me.
AHHH.
I NEED HELP.
& i retired to homework.
A math is killing me.
AHHH.
I NEED HELP.
Tainted.
M.
I'm diehard for thriller rides and spasm that sprouts up to level infinite.
I'm madly in love with M, the sunshine of my soul.
I'm highly addicted to writing, sports, photography and design.
I'm a killer-machine, so please don't mess with me.
Joy.
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