Met Nigel at eight outside era before taking a trip down to Parkway to meet Lex and Athirah.Morning conversations in Macs were extremely interesting :D
N: I think Marissa is damn hot. A: HAHA OF COURSE LAH! N: I think you need an eye check!
HAHAHAHA. I CAN KILL NIGEL,BUT I GUESS I SHALL NOT WASTE MY TIME :)heeheehee. STUPID GITTO.
Headed down for the Carnival around nine,with absoulute zilch to do besides walking around aimlessly,gulping down extremely bitter iced coffee and tasteless passionfruit tea. Not forgetting playing extremely lame games, rock-hard candy floss and the reading of each other's text messages. All this just to await the arrival of the VIPs. Oh gosh Nigel, whattheheck were we doing manzxz.
Make a bunch of bored teenagers wait in a super long queue with a camera and you get extreme cam-whorers who love flashes, shaking of cameras and retarded videos.
It's just us.
I admit, you two make a super cool couple ;D ;D ;D *squeals* WHOOOOOOOOOOO~!!! (!!!)
Nigel :D
With Colette and Nigel :D
Okay Lex, i like this photo, kudos to your awesome photography skills ;D
Spastic.
Heehee, Colette, you ain't fat okay! You are a skinny pig, i swear. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Smiles all round.
We were made to tie our hand behind our backs.Hilarious, honest.Managed to wriggle out in the beginning. Lex and Cher screamed tons.Colette, Nigel and I just walked through pushing all the girls away.They groped everywhere O.OHAHAHAHA. SICK MANZXZ.
The aftermath of ultra lame terror zones.
With Lex ;D
This is Lex's futile attempts to make Nigel smile for the camera. Pretty silly if you ask me, ahbengs don't smile for the camera, Lex.
Take 1.
Take 2.
Take 3.
Lex, you've failed! HAHAHAHAHA. but the third one was going to be successful, but not quite.HAHAHAHAHHA. THIS IS TOO HILARIOUS, I SWEAR.LOL. NIGEL WILL NEVER SMILE IN PHOTOS LUHHHH :]
Retreated to City Plaza for hair extensions :DHad some scandolous photoshoot which i was not proud of.Tsktsk. Enough with those disgusted looks and spastic smiles.Heh, but i've got to admit, it was hilarious :D
Heehee, red streak :D
With Colette ;D I love Colette's Turqoise streaks! :}
Pretty, pretty, pretty.
Weirdo!
Cher's expressions are just priceless at times ;D
Headed down to Cathay for movie.Cher stopped by Ben's and Jerry's for a smoothie ;DHAHAHAHA. RICH ASS.tsktsk! :}
Colette and Lex.
"If it's not fun, why do it?" This should be our school motto, honestly.
With Cher ;D
Time flew, and we were just laughing and gossiping till we almost forgot the movie O:LOLLOLLOL. I GUESS THIS HAPPENS WHEN WE ARE HAVING SO MUCH FUN ;Dheeheehee.
Night at the Museum 2 was alright, but for those who aren't big fans,just wait for the DVD, really. It's not fantastic, but not horrible either :]
My joy knew know bounds, i love hanging out, and i miss it O: Supercalifragisticancidoxiously hard rock fun.
& adolences sneaking into pubs.
@ 7:51 AM
We're going to the carnival.
YAY. OKAY. DONE WITH GEOG :)
I'm going for carnival now (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So excited (!) HAHAHAHAHA.
BYEBYE, photos later! :D
& make our dreams come alive.
Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 11:44 PM
I'm lost in my thoughts,
Chilling at the library with Lex, waiting for a dear friend for what seemed like forever and he never turned up because of hypnotherapy. oh what luck.
The thrills, spills, dares, ratings, gossips, everything. This is why i love my girlfriends. We can go on about anything under the sun.
Athirah came by around five. We talked about insecurities, and every little thing we wished we could have done. I love Athirah Ariffin. I think you're awesome.
I'm thinking way too much, to quit or not to quit. I feel like giving up now.
And i haven't the freakiest clue why i feel this way. Fullstop.
Saturday is coming. YAY.
& i don't know which would be the best choice for me.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
Incessant Daydreams.
My head is in the clouds, and i can't get out.
Oh boy, i miss my Thursday late night train rides.
@ 8:34 PM
Swig down that bottle of alcohol,
Whirlpool of emotions in my head, swirling around till it made me sick.
Nigel Tan Thank you for your company home. I enjoyed laughing and crapping with you. And hearing you say"--- IS THE SEX!" for like five times made me laugh so hard till it attracted stares within a 3 metre radius. HAHAHAHA. IT'S HILARIOUS TO BITS, HONESTLY. But it sounds so wrong sometimes, but i've gotta agree, her name does sound nice with it :]Heehee. Cheer up manzxz :) Jiayous kayyy.
Benedict Soh Wen Li Thank you for being the best brother i've ever had. Thank you for listening to me pour my heart out just now. Thank you for your awesome advice. Thank you for your assurances. Thank you for loving me, (HAHAHAHA) as a sister.
I'm feeling better now, much better.
& forget all your worries.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 11:29 PM
I'm tired of false pretenses.
I have lost all my links. Oh freak, good job M.
Like all fifty-something of them. Okay, back to basics.
My skin doesn't feel right somehow. But i give up, i'm going to do my proposals now.
Bye.
what a waste, don't you think.
@ 10:11 PM
Like best friends in Kindergarten.
Stopped by era on the way home to talk to Nigel a bit. Heh, it was a nice ten-minute chat about absolute randomness :) & watching him trying to catch some girl's attention. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Yes, i can't wait for the holidays to start, trainings and endless outings, and homework in bits. I can't wait. For once, i'm looking forward to the holidays.
Saturday, come quick. KC CARNIVAL with Lex, Nigel and Cher! FLEA MARKETS with Lex! What an awesome way to start my holidays :]
Joy has finally found a home on Earth. YAY, Hallelujah.
i think something new is blossoming in my heart, i can feel it.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 9:27 PM
Chin up, and smile.
You aren't alone, cos there's always someone there watching for you.
"People just need something to believe in, and someone to believe in them."
A big cheer up and be strong to all the people who have been pretty down these days, especially Donna and Nigel.
Donna Chua Jia Le Life was never a bed of roses, and sometimes, not everything is fair, but just know that if you keep thinking on the pessimistic side of things, nothing is going to ever seem right, nothing is ever going to seem fair. Be optimistic at times, no matter how tired you are. D, i believe in you. You need to believe in yourself, have faith in yourself. Be strong Donna, pull yourself up. I'll be there for you, to lend you a helping hand, but whether you want to take it or not, that's your choice, not mine. Jiayous D. I know you have the capability of steering out of the dark, and finding the light that will guide you back on track. We're in this together.
Nigel Tan For the record, i have not known you for a very long time, like not even a year, but i'm glad we're great friends. Gitto, cheer up, no matter what. You're stronger than you think. Don't be sad, don't be upset, i may not know the full details and stuff, but i guess you're probably as shattered as I am. Sometimes, perhaps letting go is the best thing, and i'm happy that you're taking it one step at a time. You can do it, Nigel. At the most, we'll end up turing bi sooner or later. Now that would be interesting.
& i'm stretching out my hand to you, grab hold if you need to.
@ 8:53 PM
Spirits up high,
Script checking makes my eyelids gain weight, and they automatically shut down like shutters on Boo Radley's windows. Audrey, Yvonne and I had fun doing our mini-yoga/gym session during the intervals of Script checking :) :) :)
Audrey and I did splits. Five fists more till the wall. Go M, go! Audrey is freaking flexible manzxz O: and Yvonne is so stiff O: HAHAHAHHA. we had our fun, doing bridges, kicks, splits, abs, stretching, climbing and whatever nots. I love my classmates.
Major girl's night out for my sis, her friends are sleeping over till next week. So i got kicked out of my room. Heehee, oh wells, that's life.
I've screwed my L1R5. *pats self on back* Well done M, well done.
& i won't be left in despair.
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 10:43 PM
A fresh new page.
So here's another from CHUA :D
If you enjoyed your sec school years, you'll do it. If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it. If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.
This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on. Read if you miss your sec school years
Bio Data
1) Which school did you go to? TanjongKatongGirls'School! :D
2) What classes were you in? 1e5, 2e5, 3e9! :D :D :D
3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)? PE, English, Lit. (!!!)
4) If you could remember, what time was your recess? 1025-1110:D
5) List down your favourite food/snacks. Hmmm. I'll settle for juice, low-sugar juice :]
Style
1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school? I have too many. Mer, Mar, M, Mersa, Mary, Mari, MamaLemon....The list goes on. (Please consult Ruthie on this question)
2) How did you wear your socks? It was disappearing, now its pretty much visible.
3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform? Nopeeee.
4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance? HAHA YES. "Marissa your socks, hair, skirt, shirt, earsticks!" (and the list goes on)
5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school? My best friends.
Punishment
1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class Hmm. I can't remember. There were too many. Maybe it was laughing in class, or cos i didn't do my homework, or cos i was talking in class. Gee, i can't remember O:
2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing? Hmm. At home doing work.
3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished. HAHA. I THINK SO. Oh yes, i didn't sign my form and i would get fined for that, so said my parents were overseas O:
4) Did you vandalize any school property? Hmm. i don't like vandalising :] I vandalise my hands and legs though O:
5) Did you ever make any teacher cry? My class did. I think three times.
1) Who was your favourite teacher(s)? Hahahaha. Teachers who are nice to me :D
2) Describe your DM. She's not bad :]
3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher? Hmmm :)
Social Circle
1) Were you popular back then? HAHAHA. IT DEPENDS I THINK.
2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones? Girls, there were like eight? Then it reduced i think.
3) Who were your best friends? Ruthie, she's been the one who stuck by me always :D
4) Did you and your friends have nicknames? Definitely. *Calls out to Ruthie* STUPID DUCK, I POKE YOU TOMORROW.
5) What were you favourite memories of you and your friends? All of it :)
Co-curricular Activities:
1) What type of CCA were you in? Badminton (was), LDS.
2) What did you have to bring to your CCA? Racket, shoes, towel, water bottle, pen, paper and myself.
3) What did your CCA required you to do? Hit shuttles and train! :) Now it's writing and debating and speaking. It's like English lesson all over again.
4) Got injured? Definitely. Sprained ankles were common! Oh, and a dagger pierced through my heart, how cool is that O:
Crushes/Lovers
1) Who was your first crush? HAHAHA, I WAS P2, AND HE KNOWS.
2) Are you in good terms with your last crush? Hmm. That depends on the way you look at it.
3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your sec school? HAHAHA. YES. STILL IN ONE, NO, THREE!
4) Have you ever made out in school? HAHAHA. NO.
Closing Ceremony
1) How did high school change you? Changing the way i view things, the way i think, the way i act.
2) Sing one verse of your school song. We cannot all be heroes and thrill a hemisphere, with some great daring venture, some deed that mocks at fear, but we can fill a lifetime with kindly acts and true, there's always noble service, for noble souls to do.
3) What was your favourite question? Why?
4) Who/what will you remember from your high school? Everyone :)
5) Any memories you will not forget. Everything :) The End.
You closed a chapter of my life.
@ 9:47 PM
All masked up.
I'm lacking inspirations for stories. So i'm doing another quiz :D Donna got 54%, i think i can beat her ;D heeheee.
Good girl gone bad.
[] Gotten detention. [] Gotten your phone taken away in class. [] Gotten suspended. [X] Gotten caught chewing a gum. [X] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total: 2
[X] Arrived late to class more than 5 times. [X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times. [X] Turned at least 3 projects in late. [X] Missed school cause you felt like it. [X] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total till now: 7
[X] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school. [X] Texted people during class. [X] Passed notes. [x] Threw stuff across the room. [X] Laughed at the teacher.
Total till now: 12
[] Pulled down the fire alarm. [X] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school. [X] Took pictures during school hours. [X] Called someone during school hours. [X] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.
Total till now : 16
[] Threw something at the teacher. [X] Went outside the classroom without permission. [X] Broke the dress code. [X] Failed a class. [X] Ate food during class.
Total till now : 20
[X] Gotten a call from school. [] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly. [X] Didn’t take your stuff to school. [] Gotten a detention and didn't go. [X] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking. [X] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total till now : 24
[] Faked your parents signature [X] Slept in class. [] Cursed at a teacher to their face. [X] Copied homework
Total till now : 27
Multiply by 3 : 81%
HAHAHAHAHA. I am not that naughty kay, but this proves to Nigel, I'm not that pure kayyyy. *big grin*
Okay, Ruthie and Felicia's story now. My creative juices are flowing well today :}
@ 8:49 PM
We don't need people in fancy suits or red capes,
This world does not need Superman, Batman or Spiderman.I think what this world needs more people who have a high tolerance for other people.Like Atticus Finch.
"First of all, if you can learn a simple trick, Scout, you'll get along better with all kinds of folks. You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view -- until you climb into his skin and walk around in it."
I think Atticus Finch is right. That is why i think To Kill a Mockingbird is one of the best books ever written.
I'm done being selfish,from now on, i'm going to have a higher tolerance for people. I'm going to put myself in their shoes and walk around in them. I've had enough of selfish, old, bitchy me.
cos all we ever needed was someone to make a difference.
@ 8:13 PM
You ain't bringing me down.
I'm letting go, bit by bit. & i feel accomplished.
My emotions are running back, i'm glad. I'm finally starting to feel the right way.
Yes, the anger makes forgetting you much easier, much much easier.
I'm not going to let you bring me down, not anymore. I'm done letting you have your fun.
--
Today, Celine played with my fringe, then Trudy, Annetta, Sara and Stella laughed. After that, i played with Trudy's fringe, (like you know, touch her bangs in that slow manner, trying to smooth it) which made Annetta go sick (!) She said we looked like lesbians ;D HAHAHAHAHA. VERY FUNNY ANNETTA :D
I LOVE MY BADDY JUNIORS TRUCKLOADS<3 I'm so going for training tomorrow. TKGS BADDY FTW! :D
Yesterday i was strong, today i am stronger.
D: If you keep holding onto the past, you can never move into the future.
Donna Chua, you are so right. Affirmative.
I drank a whole carton of orange juice today. I felt so much better. I want my breezer D: Lex is buying another carton tomorrow :) YAY!
It's a juice carton parade (!!!)
cos i'm tired of your stupid games.
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 6:04 PM
Strike One.
Okay, now that's off my chest. I'm off to get my butt kicked in soccer.
Wish me luck :)
Oh dear Lex, thank you for the boards. Cheer up love, i love you my lesbian partner. More and more each day ;D We're in this together kay, i'm so gonna call you tonight.
Remember what you told me,
"Do not let the fear of striking keep you from playing the game."
Fight, L, Fight. Cos M is fighting too.
@ 5:41 PM
Stronger by the minute, weaker by the second.
thanks for getting me hooked onto running. cos now, i can't stop.
Shopping sprees with Mom on Saturday. I think it was fruitful cos i did buy a lot of stuff :) Phew, shopping is so not my forte, but i finally got my NUM Tanks ;D HAPPY HAPPY, THANKS MOM <3
-
I had one of the most bizzare nights. I think i was too high to even feel pain or anger.
Yes, thanks for telling me, but whether i choose to believe it solely lies in my own heart and mind. I appreciate your honesty, but sometimes, i keep wondering how many more lies you would need to tell me till it reaches the truth. I sense that you have built a fortress of lies to surround me, to probably either protect me, or protect yourself from the horrid truth. I wouldn't know, cos i'm not you.
Although i do always wonder why you told me. Did the truth keep you up at night? Or was it your guilty conscious? Or were you on a mission to bring me down further? These questions, i'm going to leave them unanswered, just the way it is, let the decision to tell me be your choice, your right.
To ask me to hate you is probably too much, even though you would want me to. Like i said, i don't hate people forever. Yeah sure, maybe i did hate you for a minute of my life, but i can't hate forever, no one can. Even if it was you that tore me up way down inside.
I'm not strong, but i'm not that weak either. So the fact that you've got me so messed up, well, congrats to you, honestly. If your goal was to smash me inside, you have achieved it, good for you. To think i have trusted you, i probably detest myself for that more than i detest what you have done to me. Like you said, you haven't changed. Not one bit. I can't help but agree.
Whatever it is, i won't stop whatever you do. Cos it's your life, not mine. You know who you are, and what you did. I'm speechless to say anything else to you, but one thing i'm sure, i am numb, i feel nothing, (for now) but you still win and i lose, cos you always win.
Good luck, if you want to screw other people's lives up, cos i'm pretty sure you are done screwing mine. Your acting skills are an eight, maybe eight half. Period.
-
That was something that was trapped inside me after doing one whole day of thinking. I appreciate the cheering up from Bryan Han, Lex and Nigel when my mental resilience began to waver a little today. I'm better now, and i'm stronger. I'm not going to back down. Anyhow, will appreciate if i'm not pounded with questions about this, that's all, thank you everyone :)
so perhaps that was what was keeping you up all night.
@ 5:28 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN MO FU ZE ;D
HAHAHA. YOU STUPID PLAYBOY, you have finally turned fifteen! (YAY!) I hope you will mature and grow up soon :) oh wait, that sounded like pot calling kettle black. (HAHAHAHA) Anyway, Thank you for being an awesome friend in many ways whom i would like to hug and kill at the same time. You've brought joy and sorrow and made me stronger, so thank you. HAHAHAHA. I HOPE YOU WILL FIND LOVE SOON... NOT! heeeheeeheee. But i'm sure you will anyway, remember not to break her heart, or else her ex-boyfriend will break your face. HAHAHHA. THAT IS IF HE COULD :D *bursts into fits of giggles* (i'm mean)
PS: You look like some primary school kid in that photo, too cute i swear :]
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 10:20 PM
Poker Face.
I'm slacking again ): Shall go do Chem and Geog later :) Here's a quiz from FB posted my Mahirah! :D
Rule #1: If you open this you take it.
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3: Tag 17 people.
The lucky 17 people: #1. Justin Mo! #2. Ruthie Tan! #3. Tan Le Xuan! #4. Nigel Tan! #5. Chermaine Yong! #6. Bryan Han! #7. Donna Chua! #8. Athirah Ariffin! #9. Brendan Lai! #10. Philemon! #11. Benedict Soh! #12. Jeethi Nair! #13. Carissa Hwang! #14. Yvonne Liew! #15. Celia Ong! #16. Lucius Gwee! #17. Eliza Alexis Lee!
Answer True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? : True Q: Been arrested? : False Q: Do you like someone? : True. Q: Held a snake? : True. (many many) Q: Been suspended from school? : False Q: Sang karaoke? : True Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? : True Q: Laughed until you started crying? : True Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? : False (IWANTTO!) Q: Kissed in the rain? : False Q: Sang in the shower? : True Q: Sat on a roof top? : True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? : True Q: Broken a bone? : False Q: Shaved your head? : False Q: Played a prank on someone? : True Q: Shot a gun? : True. Q: Donated Blood? : False
Just be 100% truthful.
LAST PERSON(S) THAT.
1. You hung out with? : Nigel and Philemon today, Lex yesterday! 2. You texted? : Nigel i think. 3. You were in a car with? : Dad last night. 4. Went to the movies with? : Justin, Nigel and friends. 5. Person you went to shop with? : Lex and Cher i think. 6. You talked on the phone? : Nigel, screamed at him for like five seconds. HAHAHAHA. 7. Made you laugh? : Nigel and Philemon! 8. You hugged? : Lex.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? : Sun. 2. Winter or Fall? : Fall. 3. Left or Right? : Left 4. Sunny or rainy? : Sunny. 5. Where do you live? : Sunny East Coast. 6. Club or pub? : Club. 7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? : Yes, definitely. 8. Do you want to get married? : Yes 9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? : Twirl 10. What time is it? : 10.34pm 11. Are you afraid of commitment? : Sometimes. 12. What is your greatest hope/wish? : Get married, be successful, have seven kids. 13. Do you cook? : Yes 14. Current mood? : I'm happy, nostalgic and sleepy at the same time.
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? : Nope. 2. Sang? : Yes 3. Listened to music? : Yep 4. Danced? : Yes 5. Cried? : No 6. Liked someone you can't? : Definitely.
22 FIRSTS
1.Who was your first prom date? : No prom for me (YET!) 2. Who was your first roommate? : KIMMMMM! 3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? : Think it was Red Wine mixed with Sprite. SHANDY ;D 5. What was your first car? : I don't even have a driver's liscense ;X 6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? : Last year. 8. Who was your first grade teacher? : Ms Pang Mee Mee! 9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? : To Hong Kong 10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? : Time and time again. 11. Who was your first Best Friend? : JUNIOR! HAHAHAHA. I still remember him! We used to go swimming together. HAHAHAHA. OMG. I ACTUALLY REMEMBER. 12. Who is your best friend? : Hmmm. Ruthie and Bryan Han! (The rest aren't very confirmed somehow, we're drifting. ) 14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? : Hmmm. Lex, Ruthie, Cher and sometimes Bryan Han! Oh yes, i like calling Justin 15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid? : My aunt's. 16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? : Slam the clock and went back to sleep. 19. First tattoo or piercing? : Got my first pair of earholes in P1! 20. First celebrity crush? : Err.. I can't remember! HAHAHA. Pierre Bouvier? LOL. 22. First crush? : HAHAHA. I HOPE YOU DON'T SEE THIS. CHAN LEE SHENG IN P2. Eh wait, i think he knows! HAHAHHA. ALEMAK.
The End.
You, you, you are all i ever need.
@ 9:09 PM
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
i'm girl-next-door-no-more.
N says i look too pure. WTP! HAHAHAHHAAHHA.
It isn't my fault i have to pull up my socks and be decked in long skirts. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh, i swear i'll turn Ah Lian soon if i mix with you and P too much!
:)
And i'm not Maria whatever-her-name-is. I'm no pornstar manzxz. Period.
Oh, this is super cool. Eliza Alexis Lee cut a bob! :D heh, i can hear Bryan Han telling me that we look exactly alike now. HAHAHA. *SCREAMS AND FREAKS OUT*
oh baby, i miss you more than ever.
@ 8:47 PM
My heart to yours.
it's completed! (: YAYYYYYYY.
Thank you N for agreeing to help me. Thank you P for keeping it a secret. Heeheee xD
Exams papers with disappointment and contentment at the same time. Scrapbooked through recess and the afternoon, while catching some snoozes in between classes.
Met N and P outside era. I spent an awesome, pointless hour stoning at the bus stop while waiting. It was great though, i flipped through my masterpiece, and gazed at the people come and go. It was as if i was in the setting of Maycomb from Mockingbird. I quote Scout, "Maycomb was an old and tired town, everything moved so slowly."
N treated me ice-cream cos he insisted i had to gain weight. So no corn for me ): damn you, you skinny toot. you're skinnier than me, so i don't see why i have to gain weight O: i want my corn, i don't wanna gulp down 3 cups of ice cream. eeyeeerrrrrrrr.
N and P are funny, honestly.
P: Don't listen to Nigel, he lies all the time. N: Don't tell Lemon i said he was damn fat.
So it was seven minutes straight of incessant insulting, teasing and joking. What fun. and no, i do not want to be named after a pornstar, even if she's spanking sexy hot! Fullstop.
Perhaps you'll find what you have been searching for all this time.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 11:23 PM
Touched my Heart.
You're number one, in my heart.
Morning with lessons, homework and nice teachers, Recess with Joanne, duty and a love letter that would never leave my pencil box.
Afternoon with Lex, and lots of magazines, scissors, glues, stickers, buttons, thingamajigs and lots and lots of photographs of people we think rock. And the polaroids we took with the coolest props ever, heee, i love you lex. thank you for helping me, i had fun pulling off all that tape from your legs, and thinking of the craziest captions with you.
L: MEN IN SUITS! HAHAHAHHA. M: I BET YOU WERE THINKING OF MEN IN BLACK! HAHAHAHAHA.
Smiles on a Polaroid. I love Lex.
Justin Mo Fu Ze, THIS IS THE BIGGEST HINT FROM Marissa Yeo Le Ping.
HAHAHA. LEX, YOU KNOW I LOVE THAT PAGE AND YOU.
Tiny scraps that make a difference.
This is why we love and laugh, cos that's when everything feels alright.
Lastly, I enjoyed late night English cramming with my tuition mates at tuition. I'll miss them :) Yan, Gracia, Amanda, Jing Long, Jing Xuan, Jem, Yi Ting, Bryan, Rachel and Antje ;D AND NOT FORGETTING MISS LEE. i think you guys rock, honestly. thank you for making me laugh and giggle non-stop during class, and making learning english so much more interesting and crazily hilarious :)
Life isn't so bad afterall, i'm loving, and living carefree.
i'll choose to drown in hell with you.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
At times like this, you would just wish you could just vanish into thin air.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 11:55 PM
The times when people needed you most,
My creative juices are drained, and i'm tired of wars. I just want to shut my eyes and pretend nothing ever happened.
cos you would always have the best solution whenever i got myself tangled in a sticky situation.
@ 10:27 PM
Cut it out.
we'll be here for you, lex. love, M, A, N and friends
You're not the world's most favourite person, so stop acting like you are.
Whatever it is, i'm not going to indulge in your childness delights, butjust leave us alone would you?
i'm not superman, even if i wish i was.
@ 10:13 PM
Compacted in my tiny head.
One of the best seniors i could ever have, Audre, i'll miss going AC-CRAZY with you (:
Pulses of at least a hundred and sixty a minute, sleepy lessons with my eyelids as heavy as metal bars, lab sessions with failed experiments, unseen thoughts and feelings swirling in my head like a whirlpool, free milo and 100plus, accompanied by cool games of Foos Ball, farewell parties for my seniors, filled with vanishing food, ultimate clean fun, and dares with the weirdest concoctions of minty, spicy, cheesy and pure ewwness in one, and lastly endless hours of my head in the clouds, i just love daydreaming.
Welcome to my world of pretty odd, i hope you enjoy the ride.
don't let go, it's a roller coaster ride of emotions,shared between just me and you.
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 11:02 PM
Playful Moments, where joy seemed nothing but utter childishness.
Happy Birthday Lynn! :D
I enjoyed your company during dinner, together with Bhavana and all the gossips we had today. It was fun, even the teasing :)
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Love notes and secret love messages, the joy of being in love.
Afternoons spent in Macs doing nothing but making a book filled with photographs, love and lots of scrap paper and stickers. Alphabets from magazines spell your name. Lunches and cab rides with N and P, together with all the jokes, gossips and swears, (and not forgetting disgusted looks from everyone else) are probably some things i would never forget in this lifetime.
when our hearts intertwine, and we don't know why.
Tainted.
M.
I'm diehard for thriller rides and spasm that sprouts up to level infinite.
I'm madly in love with M, the sunshine of my soul.
I'm highly addicted to writing, sports, photography and design.
I'm a killer-machine, so please don't mess with me.