A pot full of joy, luck, happiness and love.


Joy has been something i have found.
Not only in the things i do,
but the diversity around me,
the people who surround me,
and the few who love me.
I am a happy person, with a heart full of smiles.

Best friends and lovers,
everyone just wants something to hold.

Justin Mo Fu Ze,
perhaps you're the one who makes me smile, laugh, cry and sometimes, just wanna whack somebody else. HAHAHAHAHA.
We probably have one of the funniest and most complicated relationships on the face of this Earth . It's queer sometimes, honestly.
I have enjoyed your company through extra late nights at 3 am till the next morning, and the times where i can spend the whole conversation laughing, laughing and more laughing. I miss your hugs which practically crush me cos your are just too strong, and the times where you are like my mom who nags at me when i'm sick, or even when you treat my like i'm your younger kid sister who needs her hand to be held when she crosses a busy road.
There's so many things i wanna tell you, but you just render me speechless.
Through all the good times and bad times, and I've never regretted being your friend :)

Tan Lee Ee Ruthie,
from my first love to my first break-up, from my first kiss, to my first slash across my wrist, i think you have seen it all. From the time you rebonded your hair, to the time i cut mine all the way short, from the time i crashed your house to escape Gastric Flu to the time you came over to polish off all the food. Enough said. I think you have been that oustanding best friend in my life that has never left me, no matter what. You are always the number one girl that comes into my head and the last to leave. No wait, you never leave.
I have found joy in knowing you, studying, chilling, screaming, hugging, poking, tickling and whatever nots with you.
And if i turned lesbian, you'll be the first one i'll ever date.

B SQUARE - BRYAN HAN & BRENDAN LAI.
I think your nickname from Clarice and I is pretty cool.
I have always loved your company, your retardedness, your childishness, your awful straight-fowardness, and all the times we had to walk all over Pasir Ris cos a bunch of smart people forgot to bring their EZ Link cards. I have enjoyed every photo shoot, every visit to the beach, every late night MSN conversation with you both.

CARISSA ALEXA HWANG WEN YA,
going to tuition, chilling, hanging out with you has been a joy. Waving to you at school has been a joy as well. Listening to you about you and N has been a lovely joy too. There's so much i want to say, but no words can describe how much i love your company.

NORANNNN, my dora the explorer.
I love the times where you hug me every morning, no matter how sleepy or grumpy i am.
I'm missing your cuddly hugs now, and your megawatt smile that cheers me up all the time.
I miss going high over JoBros and David A with you,
I want to go back to school to see you now.

Last but not least, Donna Chua Jia Le,
i can't say anything to you except i love you baby.
HAHA. I MISS YOU MY AWESOME LOVER.
I have no words to tell you except that, but i think you'll understand what i mean behind all those four words. All the good times, bad times, sad times, happy times, we've been through it all. And you bring me joy when i'm in TKGPB.

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Cliques,
it's about being part of something worthwhile.

T E A M,
It's not just me, it's what we called TEAM.
TK BADMINTON, C div, B div,
i miss it, i love it.
The times we spent training, quarelling, crying, rejoicing have made me stronger all this time.
I miss training, but i've learned to move on.
There are so many things to say,
but i cannot bring myself to say them, cos they just can't be put into words.
TKGS BADMINTON, WE ROCK YOUR SOCKS.




I have never regretted joining the crowd, despite all the stress and such,
still, i love it. i love working all night to finish surveys,
i love covering events, i love all the bitching and gossips with bitchmates,
i love being a KPO and pounding people with questions,
i have found joy and happiness in the work i do,
and the sense of pride when you see your story in the paper and you give yourself a pat on the back and say, "I did that."
All these, fond memories.
I love them.

President Obama would be proud.
Okay, i admit that i don't know like three quarters of the people in this photo,
and i'm not a stalker, i just find it pretty amusing.
"IT'S LIKE THE OBAMA CAMPAIGN, BUT IN SHANGHAI!"
HAHAHA.
This is a photo that i have nabbed from Gitto, (third from left) which kinda showcases the whole row of Obama supporters O.O
I just felt it was super cool, honestly. Oh yeah, not forgetting Justin is in it too! (first from right). *big grins*
Heh. sometimes, life is much more than just chilling out with friends i guess,
sometimes it brings joy to support the same cause.

We are innocent, oh yes we are.
See no evil, hear no evil, smell no evil, speak no evil.
We have probably had the best times together as best friends in Secondary One and Two.
We're still close, despite the seperation of classes,
but i've never regretted the times i've spent with you.
If i were to relieve all that memory,
i think you guys would probably be the ones constantly floating around my head.
Shengjia, Felicia, Ruthie,
(I quote Felicia)
"I am happy that I met you, another friend and a human being who could feel touch, cry, smile, laugh just like me."

Cheerleading. I know we may look like Gym Class Heroes, but we're not.
Cheerleading has been more than just fun for me,
it's been a passion.
Perhaps it's cos of my loud hailer voice and screamer personality,
but i think it's much more than that.
1e5, 2e5, 3e9, three different squads, three different experiences,
and i've enjoyed them and laughed through them all.
Every practice was a challenge, yet it was fun and filled with laughter, giggles and squeals.
And perhaps running away from some funny people who refused to put on their garments.
HAHAHA.

TKGS Prefectorial Board, you just sometimes have to love us.
Prefects aren't freaky or geek,
if we are, then you're calling so many pretty and cool people (not me of course) geeks and freaks.
We are normal human beings, and being around this bunch of awesome people do really make me think twice on how much joy i have found being part of this board.
Booking slips are not my best friends, i have found best friends from the people who write them.
I have found joy when i find myself sitting in the den and just day dreaming about anything little thing that pops into that tiny head of mine.
I love TKGPB, we are cool and fun too.

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Sibs,
you'll need them, even if you have friends.

My siblings, whether rain or shine will always be there for me.
Blood does run thicker than water sometimes.


I think i can never find a person i've never fought, argued, punched, bitten, scratched, screamed at, kicked, poke and yet, still loves me.
That's my sister, and i still love her even if she ran away with my boyfriend
(besides, she's a pretty thing)
HAHAHAHA.
She brings me joy,
so what else can i ask for?


I have a heart, that has found joy and happiness,
even in the toughest times.
I'm loving life,
and you should too.


& i'll deliver the love from my heart to you.