The stars are holding you tonight.

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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 9:49 PM

Take my hand tonight,

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go.

Up.

Down.

Left.

Right.

With your lips on mine, your strong arms wrapped around my waist,
and the taste your sweet breath at the tip of my tongue,
i could have sworn that was probably the best five seconds of my life.
I love M baby :)

& let's not think about tomorrow.

Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 11:04 PM

We're the cool kids down Lucky Street.

Watching the best movie in history,
to going extremely high on swings,
and having their first taste of ice-cream with chocolate mixed in.
That's how awesome Girl's Day-In was.
Pichaz refuse to be uploaded.
Tough luck.

I adore L and AA to the max.
Going out with M tomorrow :)
YAYYYYYY.

& we're the best damn things your eyes have ever seen.

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 10:57 PM

A bag of jokes, and a handful of heartfelt confessions.

Since i'm so absolutely distracted now, shall do this quiz i've got for Felicia's blog.
Highly amusing shit (:

1. In case of a fire you: RUN!

2. If you see a dead cat on the road you: Look away.

3. When you see an aeroplane coming to crash into your house you: Whisper, "Oh crap."

4. In a fight, you: are stuck in the middle of it.

5. If you're bored you: call/text M.

6. When you're in a relationship you: love.

7. In a relationship the most important thing is: Respect and trust.

8. If a person of the opposite sex told you they love you: say thank you and smile.

9. When you've lost the person you love, you: frown

10. In a jungle you: play Survivor.

11. If you're alone & you see a person of the opposite sex crying alone you: Comfort him.

12. When in the night and you see a full moon you: Admire it.

13. In life you: treasure and love every single moment of it.

14. If you could be an animal, you would be: I like being a human. But perhaps an eagle would be nice, i can flyyyyy.

15. When it's raining you: stare at the raindrops.

16. In this world, you: live.

17. If you became a millionaire you: will be overjoyed and spend the money wisely.

18. When you love someone, you will always think of: them.

19. In the toilet you: do what you have to do.

20. If you found out the person you love doesn't even like you, you: pretend nothing happened at all.

21. When you grow up you: want to be a columnist or aerospace engineer.

& oh what fun childish games are.

@ 10:34 PM

Trapped in my quaint fantasies of me and you,

I'm suppose to be sitting at my desk with my head focusing on my homework.
But look where i am now, sitting in front of the evil computer screen typing instant messages to M baby.
I swear M, you are such a distraction.
I'll get you tomorrow :)

So let's see.
You can be sine-sqaured, i can be cosine-squared, and together, we'll be one.
See, that's how much i am crazy over Amath.
But hey! I actually remembered something :)

YAY. I have learned how to Swaveboard (!!!!!!)
& I'm growing two sunflowers from scratch (!!!!!)
Yipeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Okay, one last thing,
I HAVE CHANGED MY NUMBER again.
& yes, i'm not happy about it.
I love my old number, but that's life huh.
So ask me for it personally, thank you :)

P.S. Anyone wants to learn stunt blading?
If yes, text/call/IM/email me!

& i can't get out.

@ 6:22 PM

It's not about when the storm will stop,

I'm mugging like there's no tomorrow.
I'm loving you through all the sorrow.

"We both know that I'm not strong, and i'll miss the lips that made me fly."

"I love the ways your eyes met mine."

Met M baby before heading down to Bukit Timah :)
Altar servers recruitment drive cum fund raising.
Oh how exciting.
Jude was hilarious.

"Where's Marcus?"
"Why should i tell you?"
"Cos you have to!"
"Buy a brownie first."
"HAHAHA why? Tell me where he is then i buy!"
"No, give me the money first then i tell you!"

By the end of our whacked conversation in the parking lot,
found M in the end who bought me a brownie :)
HAHAHAH YAY. But bought more since M made them,
and the brownies pwn Mrs Field's ass :D :D :D

Happy Birthday birthday boy, your ~~ten~~ eight.
:)

"I'm too cute for you."

I've been offline for quite a while.
Three days is quite a record.
Have been trying to juggle mugging and my love life,
and i've finally learnt to juggle it pretty well.
YAY.

Andre's ~~10th~~ 8th birthday :D
(I swear he looks ten)

It was basically listening to the parents coo and the tods Shaun and Isabelle,
while the primary school kiddies scream at the TV screen.
And me plugging out the outside world and immersed in that lovely orange book called my Emath TYS.
Homework is starting to become a hobby.
Shocking really, i don't know which i should find most amusing.

Okay, now off to burn off those unneccessary calories.
Get out of my system you stupid cellulite (!!!)

but about how you dance in the rain.

Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 11:07 PM

Colour my soul,

A bucket of tears,
followed by warm hugs and last minute conversations.
Gosh, i love my life.

All i remembered today was my hand in yours,
your skin on mine,
and the love songs that echoed into our ears.

M, you make my day.
I'll love you forever more.

& listen to the beat of my heart.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 10:50 PM

I want a bubble bath please.

This is probably the effects of a deprived childhood, insomnia and unneccessary stress inflicted on your typical teenage girl.
How nice.
No wonder everyone complains I have yet to grow up.

Marcus and I are gonna write a poetry compilation (!!!!)
YAYYYYY.

& soak it up.

Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 11:41 PM

Tonight - FM Static

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

@ 10:29 PM

When you call, my heart stops beating,

"I'm lucky,
lucky, lucky lucky,
To have fallen for you."

"When you think you've got it bad,
just keep telling yourself that others have got it worst."

"Huh when did you take that"
"Just now."
"So fast?"

HAHAHAHAHA, MARCUS CHIA,
WHAT JOY IT IS TO HAVE A BRO LIKE YOU :)

Screams, "Hello, i love you very much!"

Endless rehearsals which start at Six fifteen am and end at seven fifteen pm.
How nice is that huh.
Followed by endless surprise tests which just screw my day,
and all the sleep-ins during late night tuition sessions,
which leave me nothing but disorientated and messed up inside.

However, good night text messages and late night phone calls with M never fail to cheer me up,
Thank you M, i love you :)
I thank God for you.

I've been drained all the way out,
I'm falling asleep on M's shoulders everytime we take the bus
and now i've still got that pile of homework sitting neatly on my desk.
Oh, not forgetting Napha tomorrow.
Oh what joy, here we go on this roller coaster ride again.
Great job Marissa :)

& when you're gone, it won't stop bleeding.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 10:52 PM

Lean on me when you're not strong.

PI in less than two days.
Everyone jiayou!

To all ICs/AICs,
We can do it, please relax.
Please have faith in each other and trust each other,
just like the seniors said,
WE ARE A TEAM, there is no ME in TEAM.
Please do not cry anymore, please be strong,
and we're gonna make it,
and make this PI some kickass shit we'll remember forever.

& i'll be your friend, i'll help you carry on.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 11:08 PM

Because we'll just know it when the time comes.

"When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you.
When I first met you, I was afraid to tell you that I liked you.
When I told you that I liked you, I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you, I'm afraid to loose you."

Fear creeps,
in every corner of my heart.

You're like my drug, my precious that i can't live without.

@ 10:34 PM

Nothing lasts forever.

Screw all the shit.

It's over, and at least i went down with a fight.
I feel relieved, very relieved.

"Welcome to the Dark Side."

Yes Athirah, i feel so welcomed already.
HAHAHA, I ADORE YOU AA.
I had so much fun talking to you today :)

I'll miss Ratana from all our ALE duties once we get re-assigned O:

"Can we be the Three Musketeers?"

HAHAHA AND YES RATANA,
WE can be the Three Musketeers.
Now ain't that cool huh.

& your mind games don't work on me.

Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 10:46 PM

The stars spell your name.

I'm happily distracted in my own lalaland i can call my own.
I'm stuck in my incessant daydreams and i can't get out.
I'm mesmerized by you, and only you.

& my heart is left in disarray.

@ 9:42 PM

Star light, star bright, first star i see tonight.

Fetish over cameras, flashes, mirrors, boyfriends, crushes and many more.
Lex, i ADORE you.
(:

This is the aftermath of two best friends/lesbian partners who are stuck in a room on a rainy day with a camera, laptop and phones.
Lex, we kickass.

& the stars are holding you tonight.