Tell me i'm wrong, cos you're right.

2009-08-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

My Sweet Escape.

Hello there,
I have made my sweet escape.

http://stapled-kisses.livejournal.com

Catch me if you can.
Run, baby, run.

2009-08-10T00:21:00.004+08:00

Everytime we kiss, i reach for the sky.

Friday till today have been awesome, definitely.
I apologise for lack of photos,
will post on FB.
Blogger is image unfriendly.
PFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTT. ):

Stayed at home on Friday with M baby to bake brownies,
and watch A Walk to Remember :)

Saturday was M baby's house warming.
Gay partied with M, Jude and Ryan till midnight.
Oh what fun, i swear.
I love the boys.
Pichaz up on FB :) :) :)

Sunday was outing with Ultimate Trio,
Nigel, M and I.
YAY, WE KICKASS.
Caught G.I.joe and a glimpse of fireworks.

I am super tired and shacked out now.
This is probably the most boring post ever.
I will update more, and edit if i have the mood and energy,
and figure out how to use LJ.
Peeps who are good at LJ, please help me.
:]

& i just can't explain this feeling.

2009-08-06T16:43:00.004+08:00

Hold me, cos i'm falling.

Just ended my catchphrase conversation with M.
Totally hilarious, honestly.
My ~~stupid~~ retro friend who i love so much,
how can i live without you huh?

Tomorrow is Be Yourself Day :)
Wearing Aqida's Baju Kurong :D
YAY. IT'S SO PRETTYYYYYYYYY ;D ;D ;D
Aqida has good taste, Heeheeeheee.
Aqida, i love your baju kurong (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I should go do my homework now.
Chilling with M baby on Friday till Sunday,
which means distractions all weekend. :)
Oh how nice, okay, i should study now.

& i catch my breath when i look at you.

2009-08-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

Sweet First :)

When i felt my heart racing,
when i heard our song replaying in my head,
when you gave me a taste of heaven the moment our lips touched,
i just knew that i had fallen harder and harder for you.
M, thank you for being that miracle i had always wished for.
I love you.

2009-07-31T21:49:00.003+08:00

Take my hand tonight,

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go.

Up.

Down.

Left.

Right.

With your lips on mine, your strong arms wrapped around my waist,
and the taste your sweet breath at the tip of my tongue,
i could have sworn that was probably the best five seconds of my life.
I love M baby :)

& let's not think about tomorrow.

2009-07-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

We're the cool kids down Lucky Street.

Watching the best movie in history,
to going extremely high on swings,
and having their first taste of ice-cream with chocolate mixed in.
That's how awesome Girl's Day-In was.
Pichaz refuse to be uploaded.
Tough luck.

I adore L and AA to the max.
Going out with M tomorrow :)
YAYYYYYY.

& we're the best damn things your eyes have ever seen.

2009-07-26T22:57:00.004+08:00

A bag of jokes, and a handful of heartfelt confessions.

Since i'm so absolutely distracted now, shall do this quiz i've got for Felicia's blog.
Highly amusing shit (:

1. In case of a fire you: RUN!

2. If you see a dead cat on the road you: Look away.

3. When you see an aeroplane coming to crash into your house you: Whisper, "Oh crap."

4. In a fight, you: are stuck in the middle of it.

5. If you're bored you: call/text M.

6. When you're in a relationship you: love.

7. In a relationship the most important thing is: Respect and trust.

8. If a person of the opposite sex told you they love you: say thank you and smile.

9. When you've lost the person you love, you: frown

10. In a jungle you: play Survivor.

11. If you're alone & you see a person of the opposite sex crying alone you: Comfort him.

12. When in the night and you see a full moon you: Admire it.

13. In life you: treasure and love every single moment of it.

14. If you could be an animal, you would be: I like being a human. But perhaps an eagle would be nice, i can flyyyyy.

15. When it's raining you: stare at the raindrops.

16. In this world, you: live.

17. If you became a millionaire you: will be overjoyed and spend the money wisely.

18. When you love someone, you will always think of: them.

19. In the toilet you: do what you have to do.

20. If you found out the person you love doesn't even like you, you: pretend nothing happened at all.

21. When you grow up you: want to be a columnist or aerospace engineer.

& oh what fun childish games are.

2009-07-26T22:34:00.004+08:00

Trapped in my quaint fantasies of me and you,

I'm suppose to be sitting at my desk with my head focusing on my homework.
But look where i am now, sitting in front of the evil computer screen typing instant messages to M baby.
I swear M, you are such a distraction.
I'll get you tomorrow :)

So let's see.
You can be sine-sqaured, i can be cosine-squared, and together, we'll be one.
See, that's how much i am crazy over Amath.
But hey! I actually remembered something :)

YAY. I have learned how to Swaveboard (!!!!!!)
& I'm growing two sunflowers from scratch (!!!!!)
Yipeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Okay, one last thing,
I HAVE CHANGED MY NUMBER again.
& yes, i'm not happy about it.
I love my old number, but that's life huh.
So ask me for it personally, thank you :)

P.S. Anyone wants to learn stunt blading?
If yes, text/call/IM/email me!

& i can't get out.

2009-07-26T18:22:00.005+08:00

It's not about when the storm will stop,

I'm mugging like there's no tomorrow.
I'm loving you through all the sorrow.

"We both know that I'm not strong, and i'll miss the lips that made me fly."

"I love the ways your eyes met mine."

Met M baby before heading down to Bukit Timah :)
Altar servers recruitment drive cum fund raising.
Oh how exciting.
Jude was hilarious.

"Where's Marcus?"
"Why should i tell you?"
"Cos you have to!"
"Buy a brownie first."
"HAHAHA why? Tell me where he is then i buy!"
"No, give me the money first then i tell you!"

By the end of our whacked conversation in the parking lot,
found M in the end who bought me a brownie :)
HAHAHAH YAY. But bought more since M made them,
and the brownies pwn Mrs Field's ass :D :D :D

Happy Birthday birthday boy, your ~~ten~~ eight.
:)

"I'm too cute for you."

I've been offline for quite a while.
Three days is quite a record.
Have been trying to juggle mugging and my love life,
and i've finally learnt to juggle it pretty well.
YAY.

Andre's ~~10th~~ 8th birthday :D
(I swear he looks ten)

It was basically listening to the parents coo and the tods Shaun and Isabelle,
while the primary school kiddies scream at the TV screen.
And me plugging out the outside world and immersed in that lovely orange book called my Emath TYS.
Homework is starting to become a hobby.
Shocking really, i don't know which i should find most amusing.

Okay, now off to burn off those unneccessary calories.
Get out of my system you stupid cellulite (!!!)

but about how you dance in the rain.

2009-07-23T23:07:00.004+08:00

Colour my soul,

A bucket of tears,
followed by warm hugs and last minute conversations.
Gosh, i love my life.

All i remembered today was my hand in yours,
your skin on mine,
and the love songs that echoed into our ears.

M, you make my day.
I'll love you forever more.

& listen to the beat of my heart.

2009-07-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

I want a bubble bath please.

This is probably the effects of a deprived childhood, insomnia and unneccessary stress inflicted on your typical teenage girl.
How nice.
No wonder everyone complains I have yet to grow up.

Marcus and I are gonna write a poetry compilation (!!!!)
YAYYYYY.

& soak it up.

2009-07-19T23:41:00.003+08:00

Tonight - FM Static

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

2009-07-19T22:29:00.005+08:00

When you call, my heart stops beating,

"I'm lucky,
lucky, lucky lucky,
To have fallen for you."

"When you think you've got it bad,
just keep telling yourself that others have got it worst."

"Huh when did you take that"
"Just now."
"So fast?"

HAHAHAHAHA, MARCUS CHIA,
WHAT JOY IT IS TO HAVE A BRO LIKE YOU :)

Screams, "Hello, i love you very much!"

Endless rehearsals which start at Six fifteen am and end at seven fifteen pm.
How nice is that huh.
Followed by endless surprise tests which just screw my day,
and all the sleep-ins during late night tuition sessions,
which leave me nothing but disorientated and messed up inside.

However, good night text messages and late night phone calls with M never fail to cheer me up,
Thank you M, i love you :)
I thank God for you.

I've been drained all the way out,
I'm falling asleep on M's shoulders everytime we take the bus
and now i've still got that pile of homework sitting neatly on my desk.
Oh, not forgetting Napha tomorrow.
Oh what joy, here we go on this roller coaster ride again.
Great job Marissa :)

& when you're gone, it won't stop bleeding.

2009-07-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

Lean on me when you're not strong.

PI in less than two days.
Everyone jiayou!

To all ICs/AICs,
We can do it, please relax.
Please have faith in each other and trust each other,
just like the seniors said,
WE ARE A TEAM, there is no ME in TEAM.
Please do not cry anymore, please be strong,
and we're gonna make it,
and make this PI some kickass shit we'll remember forever.

& i'll be your friend, i'll help you carry on.

2009-07-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

Because we'll just know it when the time comes.

"When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you.
When I first met you, I was afraid to tell you that I liked you.
When I told you that I liked you, I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you, I'm afraid to loose you."

Fear creeps,
in every corner of my heart.

You're like my drug, my precious that i can't live without.

2009-07-14T22:34:00.003+08:00

Nothing lasts forever.

Screw all the shit.

It's over, and at least i went down with a fight.
I feel relieved, very relieved.

"Welcome to the Dark Side."

Yes Athirah, i feel so welcomed already.
HAHAHA, I ADORE YOU AA.
I had so much fun talking to you today :)

I'll miss Ratana from all our ALE duties once we get re-assigned O:

"Can we be the Three Musketeers?"

HAHAHA AND YES RATANA,
WE can be the Three Musketeers.
Now ain't that cool huh.

& your mind games don't work on me.

2009-07-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

The stars spell your name.

I'm happily distracted in my own lalaland i can call my own.
I'm stuck in my incessant daydreams and i can't get out.
I'm mesmerized by you, and only you.

& my heart is left in disarray.

2009-07-10T21:42:00.014+08:00

Star light, star bright, first star i see tonight.

Fetish over cameras, flashes, mirrors, boyfriends, crushes and many more.
Lex, i ADORE you.
(:

This is the aftermath of two best friends/lesbian partners who are stuck in a room on a rainy day with a camera, laptop and phones.
Lex, we kickass.

& the stars are holding you tonight.

2009-07-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

You can be my forever hero.

YAY, I AM A HAPPY KID.
:)

Going out with M tomorrowwwwww (!!!!)
I can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait.

& i'll be the one who can finally save myself.

2009-07-09T23:25:00.003+08:00

Enough said, insufficient done.

I've decided.

I'm tired of sitting on the chair of regrets,
I'm done running away.
I am not a quitter,
I am not going down without a fight.

"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game."

I'm not backing down,
not anymore.

& i ain't gonna stop.

2009-07-08T21:00:00.004+08:00

Everything gets better than this.

Studyyy date with M :)
I had a lot of fun.
And (surprisingly) minimal distractions.
YAY.

You've got me bubbling up inside, love.

Love notes and fill in the blanks.

And special ones who insists on borrowing your spectacles.

I love study dates :)

Honestly, even i'm surprised i even managed to get studying done.
Okay shit, I'm dying in Amath.
I need help.
Test next week and i know nada.
Well done M.

Oh Jude is so funny i swear.

J: First you steal him away from me, now you are talking about how cute girls are. Seriously Marcus, your girlfriend has a problem.
M: What problem! Oi! I did not steal him away from you. And it's true, she is pretty.

This is why i love my friends :)

& secrets kept, locked up here.

2009-07-07T22:14:00.005+08:00

I'm screaming "I love you!"

STUDY DATE WITH M TOMORROWWWWWW ;D
i cannot waitttttttt (!!!!!!!)

I thought of what Lex told me,
and i think she was right.
I love M, and that's a fact :)

YAY.

& can you hear me?

2009-07-06T17:30:00.004+08:00

We'll stop traffic everywhere we go.

I'm at Lex's house when i should be at the sailing centre,

oh that isn't good now is it.

Shall drop by later if it stops pouring,

even though i know the competition was probably stopped ):

I can't wait for school tomorrow (!!!!!!!)

I love school days, and i know Lex and Marcus knows why.

It's our secret okay.

"To determine how well your day would go is how you start it and how you end
it."

Athirah Ariffin,

you make so much sense.

(HAHAH LEX TOLD ME ABOUT IT)

M, i love you.

Thank you for making my days so awesome,

from start to end.

❤

2009-07-06T09:37:00.003+08:00

VOTE FOR MARISSA!

Hello everyone,
yes, as you can see from the picture/poster,
I'm running for PB Exco.

Please vote for me and i promise to be a good member of the EXCO.
You can view my speech here.

Please cast a vote for me,
MARISSA YEO LE PING OF 3E9,
and i will not disappoint you!
THANK YOUU :)

2009-07-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

Through the storm,

I am extremely happy now,
never knew my joy would know no bounds,
so now i know and i'll just hush and
let the pictures tell you the story of (most) of my day today.
The rest remains as a mystery.

I LOVE AYG,
SAILING TOMORROWWWWWW (!!!)

2009-07-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

I'm a hot cutie who loves to be different, who killed a pornstar because i love marjuana.

Now this is just retarded.
HAHAHA. ENJOY.

First, add "I'm a/an" to the title

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?

[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[x] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?

[x] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Pajamas = pimp
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?

[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[X] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:

[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who will be naked with
[X] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who banged
[ ] 7 = who smoked with
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who was stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who shot

Pick the day you were born on:

[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = a glass of milk
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[X] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:

[X] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the lil people told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose..
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs

This is so stupid,
but i love stupid stuff don't I? :D

2009-07-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

Where I Belong.

I definitely know where i belong :)

2009-07-03T21:52:00.003+08:00

Lean on me, cos i promise to be strong.

The Weekend is here (!!!!!!!!!!)
I'm jumping for joy in my seat :)

St. Pat's carnival tomorrowwwww (!!!!!!)
YAYYYYYYYY ;D ;D ;D
Will be seeing the Supercamp gang again :) :) :)
Overjoyed.

AYG Athletics was really really good today :D
Everyone was like putting in 110% effort and heart,
i felt so inspired :)

With Jo! :D
HAHAHA I MISS YOU.

Jaime and Priyanka with Japanese Athlete :)

With Priyanka and Jap athlete :)

With Saudi Arabian team :D

Interviews were fine,
but my chinese sucked big time ):
I felt so embarrassed, the China athletes were so fluent and i was like shit man! O:
So i've told myself that i am committed to speak more chinese and make sure i speak at least twice a week in Chinese :)
Heheho! I'm mandrin crippled,
how great.

Okay, need to start on my homework.
HAHAHAHA, NO MORE PROCRASTINATION.
Can't wait for tomorrowwwwww (!!!!)
Heehee, quick come quick comeeeeee :) :) :)

& to never let go.

2009-07-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

Out of bounds.

Talking bad about me,
critisising me on how imperfect i am, or how stupid i am, or how fat i am,
i can take it.
But when it comes to my friends,
that's where i draw the line.

Please don't push it,
i respect you, so don't make me regret that.

2009-07-01T22:05:00.004+08:00

Tangled up and knotted inside out.

When you asked me if anything was wrong,
i said "nothing".

Then I turned around,
and whispered "everything".

2009-06-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

Make a wish.

Birthday wishes to lovely people born in the Sunny month of June.
You guys are a year older,
but you still kickass a ton better.

Happy Birthday Lex!

Oh Lex,
what can i say about you huh.
Happy Fifteenth!
I think i've told you all you need to know.
I've got your back, and i love you.

Happy Birthday Yvonnne!

Hello Yvonnneeeeeeeeeeeeee(!!!)
HAHAHAH. HAPPY FIFTEENTH.
I love sitting in front of you, and letting you kick my chair.
Thank you for always being an awesome person to hang with :)
Love you! :D

Happy Birthday Car Alexa!

Hello :)
Happy Fifteenth!
Thank you for being a great friend i could always confide in.
Stay pretty and happy always!
Love you :D

Happy Birthday Sandra! :D

Hello there,
Happy Fourteenth!
thank you for being an awesome sister i'll always love.

Hope you've enjoyed your day.
Love you! :D

& make it come true.

2009-06-29T22:14:00.003+08:00

You've got me tangled up in my own thoughts,

Todayyyyy (!!!) :D :D :D
One word, seven letters, AWESOME.

I love school :)
I love meeting friends early in the morning :)
I love Ice Cream Chefs Meetings with the East Cluster :)
I love going to Raffles City just to collect a damn Media Pass :)
HAHAHAHA. THANK GOD FOR ALL THE COMPANY I HAD TODAY.

Thank you everyone from school for making my day so fun. :]
Thank you Ruthie for teaching me how to fold lucky stars :]
Thank you Lex, Cher and Car for the hug. :]
Thank you Marcus for agreeing to like follow me everywhere, really really enjoyed your company! Loved it :]
Thank you Megan and Michael for making Ice Cream Chefs treat one of the best I've ever had. :]

Ruthie and I are gonna mourn over a stick tomorrow recess (!!!)
HAHAHAHA. I'M A DIEHARD FOR CRAZY STUFF ;]

EXCO SPEECH TOMORROW (!!)
Oh no oh no oh no, not prepared, not prepared not prepared (!!!!)
*Hyperventilates, then falls flat on floor*

& i've gotta keep my head on my shoulders.

2009-06-28T20:52:00.003+08:00

Jump off the ledge,

TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Please don't tell me i'm the only kid who looks forward to school.
I've missed all my friends.

Plus, there's Ice Cream Chefs tomorrow (!!!!!!!!)
I'm so looking forward to it (!!!)
It's a pity Danica is quarantined ]:

Marcus and I want to learn Pakour (!!!)
Trust me, it looks super cool, i swear.

Oh, now i know why my mama hates me.

"You have to learn to be a GIRL Marissa."

HAHAHA, I can't help but agree.
Who says girls can't do stuff boys can huh.

& into the sea of colours below.

2009-06-28T11:59:00.007+08:00

You've got me humming our favourite melody.

"Don't write your name on the sand, waves will wash it away.
Don't write your name in the sky, wind may blow it away.
Write your name in the hearts of people you come in touch with.
That's where it will stay."

Talked to Marcus till four this morning :)
Thank you for staying up with me, really appreciate it :]
Credits to drinking coffee during dinner.
Note to self: Never drink coffee during dinner.
Caffeine works in the funniest ways for me,
I feel so awake despite four hours of sleep.
Go figure, huh.

Alrighty, screw Heymath.
It's making my head spin.
I still have two more tests,
but i have to go to Tamp now,
oh what luck.

Alrighty, shall do some late night mugging tonight.
SCHOOL STARTS TOMOROWWWWWWWWWWW ;D ;D ;D
Yipeee-doooooooo-daaaaaaaaaaaaa (!!!!!!!!!!)

& pockets of plentiful joy.

2009-06-27T17:56:00.002+08:00

Crash course of the heart.

I need to rush three stories out and all i have is zilch.
I'm staring at a blank document.
My creative juices have ran dry.

Now, this sucks.

you said, "forgive me"
i said, "never"

you said, "love you"
i said, "forever"

I guess that's the way it goes.
Bye, i am officially drained out.

2009-06-27T16:38:00.002+08:00

You never know what's coming your way till you believe it.

This is for Felicia,
my bubbly, happy, cheerful, optimistic, one-of-a-kind, great friend.
HAHAHA, this is for you,
a story i owe you for so long.

-

Love.

She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

Swimming alone by herself, treading the calm waters of the Great Barrier Reef. Her head bobbled up and down, like a toy with a bobbling head, but with much more grace than that. Her tentacles were delicate, yet they stung when you touched them. Her name was Felicia, and perhaps, she was the best thing I've ever seen.

My name is Yuri Shibuya and that lovely maiden I had just described is my girlfriend for three years. We're getting married on the 23rd of August this year. I love her a lot, and i wish to protect her with all I've got.

One of the most precious memories i have with her was the day we went swimming together in the deep ocean blue, away from the protected corals of the reef.

She was an excellent swimmer, perhaps even better than me (i could say), but we were always insync wherever we went. Our hearts were in harmony, we were one, and i loved that very much.

A bolt out of the blue, danger struck. We were under attack! We swam away swiftly against the currents. It was getting stronger and stronger. We joined tentacles and paddled as hard as we could to safety. I could feel her tentacles quiver in mine despite the sting. She was afraid, very afraid.

I started to paddle harder, hoping that it would get us to safety faster. We dodged the many flying shards of items in our way, escaping without a single scratch. We were extremely lucky.

Finally, we reached the safety zone of the reef. I heaved a sigh of relief and turned to my pretty lady. Her face looked exhausted, but she managed a smile. Her smile melted my heart, i could feel my stomach doing summersaults.

I hesitated, then slowly knelt on one tenticle and held up a bouquet of corals, "Felicia, i love you, will you marry me?"

The End.

I hope you like it Felicia,
although i know i can do so much better.

& love? don't get me started on love.

2009-06-27T15:20:00.003+08:00

Senseless mistakes.

Home alone.
Yipee-dooooooooooooo :)

I shall be a good girl and do my homework.
Yay.

I hope you can forgive me for being imperfect.
I'll prove you wrong.

Bye.

& just wait and see.

2009-06-26T20:37:00.006+08:00

I've got you,

"It's not the best to never fail, it is the best to learn from every failure."

That's so true,
now i know.

Filming in the morning was just super fun.
All the bloopers, behind-the-scenes and dress-ups,
and not forgetting a whole hour of being pregnant,
how cool is that.
Had fun with Cher, Karen, Amanda and Shi Bei :D

Met Marcus after to go to Dhouby Ghaut to meet Nigel,
wooooooo! played pool :D
YAY, IT WAS FUN I GUESS.
Although i suck big time,
but thank you guys for being so patient with me and giving me chances all the time! :) :) :)

Alrighty, i apologise big time for the lack of photos,
i did not bring a cam,
so i have zero snapshots except one on my phone. D:
Oh wells, next time then :)

Hmmm. I'm actually looking forward to school.
YAY. AND PERHAPS EVERY FRIGGIN' MORNING AS WELL.
Yipeeeeeeeeeeeee (!!!)

Oh screw rehearsals,
i want to go Ice Cream Chefs on Mondayyyyy (!!!!!)
I miss Marcus, Danica, Megan and Michael.
Awww man, tough luck huh.
D:

& that's all i ever need.

2009-06-25T23:15:00.004+08:00

Ready, set, go!

SPAM WARS.
WE ARE GOING TO TRIUMPH.
Thank you thank you to everyone who helped me vote and spam,
especially Marcus, Daniel, Brendan and Darryl.
Love you all very very much! :D

Everyone, please vote for my sister, Sandra Yeo for Singout'09! ;D
Last day is tomorrow, so spam all you can okayyyyy :D
CLICK HERE to VOTE.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
BYEBYE.

& be my escape.

2009-06-25T17:48:00.003+08:00

Let the sun shine on us.

I am going cycling with Brendan later (!!!)
YAY.
Will probably see Nigel Goh too! :D
I have not seen him since the last time we went O:
& i miss my active lifestyle of 5km runs D:

I'm feeling much better :)
No more fever! :D
*chants loudly* OLEHOLEHOLEHOLEH~!
I hate it when i'm sick.
Screw the fluuuuuuu! D:
Ohohoh, get well soon Daniel! :D
He's sick like me /:

YAYYAYYAY.
Going out tomorrow with Supercamp peeps (!!!)
Excited.
Oh, filming tomorrow too :D

Holdiays are ending,
and i need to start on my homework.
Fast.

& let the birds sing their happy song.

2009-06-24T21:57:00.003+08:00

Please vote :)

HELLO EVERYONE! ;D
See that pretty girl up there, that's my sis,
SANDRA YEO
and she's in the Semi Finals for SINGOUT'09 organised by MusicStory.
Please click here to vote for her!
Every vote counts in the judging for Finals,
so please cast a vote for her!
She's really good, honestly.

If you would like to watch her live,
I'll be down at Tampines Mall Open Plaza on the 28th of June to watch her Semi Finals.
Anyone who would like to watch, please text/email/IM me :]
HAHAHAH, OKAY THANK YOU. BYE.

2009-06-24T10:52:00.007+08:00

You've made me whole

No one else can speak the words on your lips.

"Feel the rain on your skin"

"Because you live and breathe"

"I'm the world greatest"

I'm unwritten,
can't read my mind,
i'm undefined.

& it's a new beginning.

2009-06-24T09:41:00.003+08:00

When we've found what we've been searching for all this while,

Lost.

I lost my wallet and phone.
Job well done M, well done.
Please do not call or message me.

I lost it at Vivo,
it's my brown Billabong wallet with my EZ-link, ten bucks and a ton of cards, photographs, movie stubs and love notes.
Oh, and my guitar pick and my Samsung Phone that has a cracked screen.
If found, please email me @ marissa_lepingyeo@hotmail.com.
Thank you!

Thank you Nigel Goh for following me everywhere to go find it ;D
And for paying for my MRT fare.
Thank you so much, i really appreciate it.

Also, thank you Nigel, Sam, Darryl, Red, Shenna, Vanessa, Chu Xian, Kar Yin, Valerie and Dora for the damn good time yesterday :)
HAHAHA. I MISS YOU GUYS.

That's the end.

& you never saw what was in front of you all this while.

2009-06-20T22:47:00.005+08:00

SUPERCAMP -
The Ultimate Camp for the Coolest kids on Earth.

SuperCamp was the most unbelievable, indescribable and unforgettable camp of my life.
I love Team M, my friends from Senior Forum and all TLs and Facilitators.
I miss Supercamp now.
Why must graduation be today O:

I'll let the photos tell the stories and tales we spinned,
and all the fun and laughter we had.

-

Happy Family :)

Nick: We're going to the cinema. Come kids, let's go!

Team M kicks ass.
Why did Megna leave this photo O:

Hello, mello, jello.
:D

Julian straightened his hair :)
Oh, then after that, i realised i was the only girl in the photo.
How sweet huh.

-

Okay, more photos on FB!
I love SuperCamp to the max (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

& feel the joy tingling against your skin.

2009-06-13T12:59:00.004+08:00

The beat of my heart against yours,

I love Friday nights.
I love chilling with J.
Yesterday was fun, really.
I had an awesome time with you.

I love it when i go home late.
I love my soaks in the shower.
I love the backseats of cinemas.
I love bubbles.
I love daydreaming.
I love piggyback rides.
I love thrilling rollercoaster rides.
I love carnivals.
I love long bus rides.
I love huge bouquets of sunflowers.
I love my best friends.
I love hugs from friends, especially best friends.
I love a lot of things.

& I just love my life much much more now.

our hearts in the rain.

2009-06-13T12:28:00.006+08:00

Hello, i miss you quite terribly.

CAMP IS TOMORROWWWWW (!!!!)
& as usual, i can't find my bra.
I'm always missing my bra and i keep wondering why.

Justin has retreated to some place out of Singapore to Go Cart ):
Ruthie has been shipped off to camp ):
Lex is sick in bed ):
Cher is out of sight. ):
Car has gone to the airport. ):
How nice.

I'll miss all of you, really.
& everyone else i knowwwwww.

*Crosses fingers*
"I hope i have a supercalifragisticanxedociously good time!"

& this pulling sensation on my heart.

2009-06-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Distracted, tangled up, exuberant.

The Internet is a distraction,
my incessant daydreams is a bigger distraction,
but you are my biggest distraction ever.

Oh love,
thanks for all the lovely lovely calls and text messages that make my day :)
ily(!)

& you make my world go round and round.

2009-06-11T21:29:00.003+08:00

Fetish delights.

Girlfriend is leaving for camp tomorrow ):
Tan Leeeeeeeeeeeee, i will miss you.
Come back soon! :D
But by then, i will be shipped off to self-empowerment camp O:

SuperCamp on Sunday till next Saturday.
I will miss J and everyone else D:
oh pray oh pray we can go out tomorrow nighttttttttttt (!!!)
Heheho, i just love chilling at night.

Alrighty,
thanks Cher, Charlene, Alina, and Decor Comm for your wonderful company today. :)
Really enjoyed it.

& oh oh oh, i'll miss you so.

2009-06-09T22:29:00.009+08:00

You've got your love tattooed all over my skin.

The photo uploader hates me,
oh well.
No photo stream today ):

Chilling at yck track with Justin was awesome :D
and so was hanging at some secluded playground in Dover.
Thank you love for doing many many stupid things with me,
and making me laugh till people think i was intoxicated.

HAHAHAHA. THE ORIGINAL VERSION OF THE RETARDED SCALE.
Technically drawn by M, but J grabbed my hand to draw it O:

HAHAHA M DREW THIS.
JUSTIN MO FU ZE, MY SPASM LEVEL OWNS YOURS :)

-

Oh, and i don't get why people keep staring at us.
hey, we're just superclose friends okay.
Screw off :}

& you've got me drowning in the deep deep ocean of love.

2009-06-09T08:44:00.004+08:00

Like the wind.

The fun and joy of fascillitating primary school kids in their leadership training progress was really good. I love my group. All nine of us.
Mel, Zixian, Ryan, Xiang Le, Savina, Sabrina, Dora and Jocelyn :D
I know Vaish has a negative impression of my group because of some awesome four letter word,
but i don't care, i still love them :)

It was followed by countless MRT rides along the red and green lines.
To Bishan, then to Paya Lebar, back to Bishan, then to Yio Chu Kang, to Newton, then to Yio Chu Kang again and finally home.
HAHAHAHAHA. I can imagine people reading this would think i'm some sort of lunatic who had nothing better to do.
But well, that's what happens when you get ditched and someone who asks you out too late -- you end up travelling a hell lot.
Heh, but i had fun :D

Thank you Justin for your company yesterday :)
Had fun gym-ing with you.
AND YOU ARE WAY SKINNIER THAN ME KAY. WTP, YOU MAKE ME FEEL DAMN FAT I SWEAR. CANNOT STAND YOUUUUU.
Hehehehe, thank you for ice cream and cab treat too :D

Alrighty, i am bakingggg tomorrowwwww :) :) :)
BYEEEEEEEEEE.

Photos tomorrow :D

& i'm still not over you.

2009-06-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

This is from Colette's blog.

Rule : list seven things you would like to say to seven different people,
online or in real life. be as honest and direct as you like (do not reveal the
people)

#1. You've changed, a lot. You make me wonder whether all that was true. The pieces don't fit. There are too many unanswered questions, too many loopholes. Everything just doesn't make sense.
#2. Thank you for making my day.
#3. Cheer up.
#4. I'm sorry, hope we can be friends again.
#5. YAY. THANK YOU ____! YOU ARE THE BEST.
#6. I'll keep my promise.
#7. I love you, forever and always.

Try fitting in the names,
maybe some of you will know what i really mean.
These are just some stuff i really want to say so badly,
but the words just never came out right.

2009-06-07T22:16:00.004+08:00

I want to be a millionare.

I don't get Donna's random title,
but i'll just use it since it's cool :)

Does your password have to do with a boy?
Some do i think.

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
HAHAHA. MAKE ME LAUGH/SMILE.

Are you a girly girl?
Doubt it. I mean i like dresses and all, yet i like to play soccer and contact rugby, and fight.
Gee, i don't know manzxz.

Small or big purses?
Big ones, i have way too much stuff.

What are the signs you like a guy?
HAHAHAH. I DON'T KNOW. YOU GET THIS FRISSION THING I GUESS.

Do you like drama?
Neutral.

Do you stay friends with your ex's?
Sometimes.

Do you dress up on Halloween?
Yup, super cool and fun :D

Do you call anybody by their last name?
DEFINITELY. HAN, LAI, CHUA.... i think you get the gist.

How many guys will read this just because it says FEMALE SURVEY?
I wouldn't know cos D changed the title.

Do you wear makeup?
Nopeeee.

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
HAHAHAHA MY DAD MAYBE? I can't cook for nuts O:

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Yeah, definietly.

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
Hope not.

Eyeliner or Mascara?
Eyeliner

Flats or Heels?
Flats.

Skirts or jeans?
Jeans

Socks or leggings?
Ankle Socks

Hoops or Dangling earrings?
Hooops

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark, oh with highlights would be nice. HAHAHAHA.

Do you have a best friend?
Yup :)

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Not really.

Do you like your life?
I LOVE MY LIFE <3

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
YES OMG. HAHAHAHHAHA.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Not that i could recall, maybe i did, i can't remember!

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yup, definitely.

Okay, i'm doing lame quizes.
I still owe Ruthie and Felicia their stories,
and to think of something cooler to post about.
Suggestions pleaseeee (?!)
Tag my tagboard kay.

Oh, Brendan and I made a promise to be in bed by 1130 tonight.

[c=46]FK- Aka Leaping Jackal[/c] says:
lol
wht time u slpin?
M. says:
haha lateeeee
i think
[c=46]FK- Aka Leaping Jackal[/c] says:
early lar
u so tird
M. says:
haha kaykay
hye. im better now
(:
hahahahah
[c=46]FK- Aka Leaping Jackal[/c] says:
...
M. says:
okayokay. i'll go to bed at 1130 kay?
[c=46]FK- Aka Leaping Jackal[/c] says:
ok
can
haha
M. says:
yay okayyyyy
[c=46]FK- Aka Leaping Jackal[/c] says:
mi 2
haha
M. says:
haha kayt set
*kay
[c=46]FK- Aka Leaping Jackal[/c] says:
haha
promise?
M. says:
kay
promise!
[c=46]FK- Aka Leaping Jackal[/c] says:
kk
M. says:
(:

HAHAHAHA OMG, LAI, I FEEL LIKE A SMALL KIDDO IN KINDERGARTEN WHO MADE A PROMISE TO HER BEST FRIEND THAT SHE WILL SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT.
HAHAHAH OMG (!!!!!!!!!)

The crazy things we do.

2009-06-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

Adrenaline Rush.

Cycling with Brendan at East Coast

supercalifragilisticanxedociously awesome :)

It beats cycling/running alone, honestly.

HAHAHAHA, felt so good to just laugh all the way,

reminded me a lot about what life really should be.

Life should be filled with joy, laughter and love,

not war, unhappiness, hatred and revenge.

I'm not gonna care how many people cursed and sweared at me today just cos i laughed so hard till i almost crashed, i guess i just felt that "gee, i'm the luckiest person on earth."

Thank you Brendan Lai for going cycling with me,

despite my tortoise speed biking skills and utter clumsiness.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

& i won't mind going night cycling kay, that is if you'll wait for me (!!!)

& Thank you mama for the lovely clothes :)

Woooooo, tomorrow is Temasek CIP, Filming then Plaza.

YAY.

& it's the way it should be.

2009-06-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hello,
i'm selling my clothes.
Please buy (!!!)

They are at cheap, rock bottom prices.
Thank youzxz.

CLICK HERE!

2009-06-05T21:58:00.006+08:00

Gratitude,

After drifting in and out of my sad fantasies,

i have decided to stay postive in whatever that i do.

I shall write a dedication to everyone who has helped me in a way or another.

Tan Lee Ee Ruthie

Ruthie, Ruthie, Ruthie,

you are always the first girl on my list and will always be.

I love you,

and thank you for all your random acts of kindness, concern, warmth and friendship.

I will always remember your hugs, pokes and annoying voice echoing in my head.

I love all that about you,

thank you for being there for me rain or shine,

through whirlwinds, tsunamis, tornados, thunderstorms and whatever nots.

You're the best girlfriend I've ever had.

Tan Le Xuan & Chermaine Yong Xin Min

We are cooler than R.E.M. and you know it.

Thank you for always being there for me, be it MSN, SMS, calls, school, outings or even our usual camps at Macs while waiting for the boys at Era.

These are moments i will cherish and love.

I love M.C.L.

You two have been the best lesbian partners i've ever had.

Nigel Tan Hong Ming

From our usual meet-ups at Era, to you force-feeding me,

from our jubilee disputes to endless insulting of one another,

i doubt i could have ever made it through those days without your stupid jokes to make me laugh till my stomach hurt so bad.

Gitto, thanks for being a great friend to me,

for always making me laugh and for the many many lunch/dinner/ice-cream treats.

Bryan Han Xin Chou

To my number one childish best friend,

i can say this: you for one have grown up.

Thank you for your advice, for your encouragement, for understanding me.

I will work hard, and i will get over it,

cos if you could, so can i.

That'll be our promise okay,

on top of our original promise of being best friends.

My dear best friend, i love you always, remember that okay.

Joshua Kor Jia Min

Josh josh josh, the best buddy i've ever had.

Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you for making my day.

Thank you for always being there for me, always listening to me complain, always listening to my endless chain of extremely unecessary chatter.

You made me high today, and yes, i want my breezer.

Heh, thanks for being the best ano buddy i could ever have.

I miss starving and hanging with you.

Donna Chua Jia Le

Oh D, thank you for your constant smiles, cheer ups and laughter.

They make me smile, really.

Thank you for making an effort to cheer me up despite your own problems.

I love you Chua.

Carissa Alexa Hwang Wen Ya

Car, thank you for always asking if i was okay,

those moments meant a lot to me.

Car, i'm sorry for all i did,

and i hope to be friends with you again.

TKGS Badminton

Even if i am still not part of the team, i'm glad i can still always count on my teammates.

Thank you for always including me for team outings and gatherings,

these little details go a long way.

I miss this team, i really do.

Athirah Ariffin

OH Athirah, you've been a terrific friend.

Your gossips, jokes and lame games have gotten me giggling in hysterics all the time.

Talking to you has always made me so happy,

so thanks babe.

Noran Amehda

My oh-so-splendid Dora the Explorer.

Noran, thank you for your awesome hugs, and the extra extra loud "HI MARISSA!" that makes me look forward to going to school.

Babe, i so wanna hug you now.

Colette Tan Wan Xin

Thank you being the one who agrees to do crazy stuff with me.

Tattoos, clubs, drinks, everything.

Babe, it's our promise kay.

Brendan Lai

Thank you for always doing the littlest things that would make my day.

And get me all hyped up for who knows what.

You've been an awesome friend, really.

So thank you :)

To everyone else i know,

Thank you for smiling/saying hi to me when you see me.

Kindness goes a long way,

and yes, it did touch my heart.

So thank you.

J;

Thank you for the memories,

they will remain as that.

I am stronger now,and i won't let you mess me up further.

Thank you for showing me that you are just like one of those boys,

thank you for making me stronger,

thank you for teaching me a lesson i would never forget.

I give you a pretty four letter word as a parting gift.

BYE.

& that's the end.

2009-06-05T21:43:00.003+08:00

We're cooler than you think.

I need help with homework.
Someone study with me please.

Retreat the Pasir Ris with Cher today.
A walk in the Magrove Park,
collecting seashells by the beach,
trudging through extremely tall grass at a back alley,
gossiping about boys,
and lots lots more girl stuff.

I love Cher,
and i know she knows it.

Ohmyfreakymama,
i left my camera in Cher's bag.
Job well done M, well done.
(!!!)

& we'll make you crave for more.

2009-06-04T22:36:00.003+08:00

You're probably the biggest distraction i could ever have.

I need to start on my homework,
now.

Good on you M.
Self-actualization.
How nice.

Facebook and blogger are such a distraction.
Tsktsk.

& i have no clue why.

2009-06-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

I ate all your love up,

I can't shop for cosmetics.

No wonder i have no gender according to some.

Good job M.

Hanging with decor mates,

painting banners, finding boxes, twirling plants and all sorts of stuff.

Woo, it was fun i guess.

HAHAHAH. TRACY TAN SHU WEI HAS STALKERS~!

WOOOOO.

This is so cool.

Tracy, Ratana and Andrea are going to Malacca on the same day,.

HAHAHAHAH WHATTHEPONG.

mega cool shitzxz.

Met Cher at Plaza :D

YAY. I LOVE CHER (!!!)

I lost it today,

oh damn. i need to stop eating crap.

enough junk fooooood (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

& i'm full of it.

2009-06-03T21:09:00.004+08:00

Too much on my mind,

Thank you Hui Nee for walking with me along the park connector today :D

And talking about all kinds of stuff under the sun :)

I really just needed someone to talk to,

so thank you.

Beach tomorrowwww (!!!)

YAY, FINALLY.

& too oh-so messed up inside.

2009-06-03T00:13:00.003+08:00

Little Amendments.

I want to tell you a lot of things, but i just can't.

Wondering how to face you when i see you again.

I think you misunderstood my meaning,

but life's like that sometimes i guess.

Look, i didn't mean we can't be friends anymore,

i meant that we shouldn't, but we can still be.

We'll see, we'll see what we've become and how we're going to be.

& i'm fed up with screwing up.

2009-06-02T23:05:00.004+08:00

Queer desires.

I think tatoos are effing cool.

I want one.

Colette, let's go get one.

I want a third piercing and i wonder why.

HAHAHAHA.

But i don't want a cig nor a pill.

Thank you, but i want a breezer :D

I'm insane, crazy, and swirling in my own whirlpool of thoughts.

Go figure.

Innocent? Like so not.

2009-06-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Fifteenth Sinthiya! :D

Thank you for being an awesome teammate and friend.

Hope you find happiness and joy in all that you do.

Lots of luck in exams, tests, tournaments and whatevernots.

Rock on chanter <3

2009-06-02T21:30:00.004+08:00

Okay, Happy Twelveth Jeremy! ;D

Jeremy's birthday celebration was today (!)

Went down to ECP to play lots and lots of soccer :D

HAHA, as usual, was the only one who needs a bra.

tough luck heh.

The cake was pretty, but full of cream O:

Jem and family :)

HAHAH. BEN SHUNNING THE CAMERA :]
SCREW YOU LUH.

Brad, the magnificent goal keeper,
who saved goals BLINDFOLDED.

HAHAH, CHRIS.

The one who calls me SHEMALE O:

Jem.

Chris, Dylan and some guy who's name i never caught ;X

Chris, Lionel, Joshua

HAHAH. SHOOT I FORGOT HIS NAME.

SORRYYYYYY.

"He shoots and he scores! What a goal for Dylan!"

Kick.

Heehee.

Now i know why soccer is known as 'The Beautiful Game'.

It brings people together, whether you're playing it on the muddy fields,

or watching it at two in the morning.

2009-06-02T09:39:00.002+08:00

Hearts on the shelf,

SOCCER LATER :D

I swear i'm in love with badminton, running and soccer.
& Lex, playing beach volley rocks more than just tanning under the sun.
SUCK IT MANZXZ.

& blood on the walls.

2009-06-01T22:39:00.004+08:00

Broken, mended, sealed, secured, gone.

SUCK IT.

i'm done remembering who i am,
and who i want to be.

i'm done mopping around in yesterday.
i'm done being the girl i used to be.

i'm done thinking you loved me.
i'm done.

To quit or not to quit.

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

-Albert Einstein

2009-06-01T22:09:00.003+08:00

If money grew on trees,

Impulsion burnt a huge hole in my wallet.
Job well done M, not.

I need to go to Penin tomorrow (!!!)
Someone go with me pleaseeeeeeeee.

i wouldn't worry myself so much.

2009-05-30T22:25:00.009+08:00

We were like kids in a drugstore,

Met Nigel at eight outside era before taking a trip down to Parkway to meet Lex and Athirah. Morning conversations in Macs were extremely interesting :D

N: I think Marissa is damn hot.
A: HAHA OF COURSE LAH!
N: I think you need an eye check!

HAHAHAHA. I CAN KILL NIGEL, BUT I GUESS I SHALL NOT WASTE MY TIME :) heeheehee. STUPID GITTO.

Headed down for the Carnival around nine, with absoulute zilch to do besides walking around aimlessly, gulping down extremely bitter iced coffee and tasteless passionfruit tea.
Not forgetting playing extremely lame games, rock-hard candy floss and the reading of each other's text messages.
All this just to await the arrival of the VIPs.
Oh gosh Nigel, whattheheck were we doing manzxz.

Make a bunch of bored teenagers wait in a super long queue with a camera and you get extreme cam-whorers who love flashes, shaking of cameras and retarded videos.

It's just us.

I admit, you two make a super cool couple ;D ;D ;D
*squeals*
WHOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!
(!!!)

Nigel :D

With Colette and Nigel :D

Okay Lex, i like this photo,
kudos to your awesome photography skills ;D

Spastic.

Heehee, Colette, you ain't fat okay!
You are a skinny pig, i swear.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Smiles all round.

We were made to tie our hand behind our backs. Hilarious, honest. Managed to wriggle out in the beginning.
Lex and Cher screamed tons. Colette, Nigel and I just walked through pushing all the girls away. They groped everywhere O.O HAHAHAHA. SICK MANZXZ.

The aftermath of ultra lame terror zones.

With Lex ;D

This is Lex's futile attempts to make Nigel smile for the camera.
Pretty silly if you ask me,
ahbengs don't smile for the camera, Lex.

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3.

Lex, you've failed! HAHAHAHAHA. but the third one was going to be successful, but not quite. HAHAHAHAHHA. THIS IS TOO HILARIOUS, I SWEAR. LOL. NIGEL WILL NEVER SMILE IN PHOTOS LUHHHH :]

Retreated to City Plaza for hair extensions :D Had some scandolous photoshoot which i was not proud of. Tsktsk. Enough with those disgusted looks and spastic smiles. Heh, but i've got to admit, it was hilarious :D

Heehee, red streak :D

With Colette ;D
I love Colette's Turqoise streaks! :}

Pretty, pretty, pretty.

Weirdo!

Cher's expressions are just priceless at times ;D

Headed down to Cathay for movie. Cher stopped by Ben's and Jerry's for a smoothie ;D HAHAHAHA. RICH ASS. tsktsk! :}

Colette and Lex.

"If it's not fun, why do it?"
This should be our school motto, honestly.

With Cher ;D

Time flew, and we were just laughing and gossiping till we almost forgot the movie O: LOLLOLLOL. I GUESS THIS HAPPENS WHEN WE ARE HAVING SO MUCH FUN ;D heeheehee.

Night at the Museum 2 was alright,
but for those who aren't big fans, just wait for the DVD, really.
It's not fantastic, but not horrible either :]

My joy knew know bounds,
i love hanging out, and i miss it O:
Supercalifragisticancidoxiously hard rock fun.

& adolences sneaking into pubs.

2009-05-30T07:51:00.002+08:00

We're going to the carnival.

YAY. OKAY.
DONE WITH GEOG :)

I'm going for carnival now (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
So excited (!)
HAHAHAHAHA.

BYEBYE,
photos later! :D

& make our dreams come alive.

2009-05-29T23:44:00.003+08:00

I'm lost in my thoughts,

Chilling at the library with Lex,
waiting for a dear friend for what seemed like forever
and he never turned up because of hypnotherapy.
oh what luck.

The thrills, spills, dares, ratings, gossips, everything.
This is why i love my girlfriends.
We can go on about anything under the sun.

Athirah came by around five.
We talked about insecurities,
and every little thing we wished we could have done.
I love Athirah Ariffin.
I think you're awesome.

I'm thinking way too much,
to quit or not to quit.
I feel like giving up now.

And i haven't the freakiest clue why i feel this way.
Fullstop.

Saturday is coming.
YAY.

& i don't know which would be the best choice for me.

2009-05-28T23:48:00.004+08:00

Incessant Daydreams.

My head is in the clouds,
and i can't get out.

Oh boy, i miss my Thursday late night train rides.

2009-05-28T20:34:00.004+08:00

Swig down that bottle of alcohol,

Whirlpool of emotions in my head,
swirling around till it made me sick.

Nigel Tan
Thank you for your company home.
I enjoyed laughing and crapping with you.
And hearing you say"--- IS THE SEX!" for like five times made me laugh so hard till it attracted stares within a 3 metre radius.
HAHAHAHA. IT'S HILARIOUS TO BITS, HONESTLY.
But it sounds so wrong sometimes, but i've gotta agree, her name does sound nice with it :] Heehee.
Cheer up manzxz :)
Jiayous kayyy.

Benedict Soh Wen Li
Thank you for being the best brother i've ever had.
Thank you for listening to me pour my heart out just now.
Thank you for your awesome advice.
Thank you for your assurances.
Thank you for loving me, (HAHAHAHA) as a sister.

I'm feeling better now,
much better.

& forget all your worries.

2009-05-27T23:29:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of false pretenses.

I have lost all my links.
Oh freak, good job M.

Like all fifty-something of them.
Okay, back to basics.

My skin doesn't feel right somehow.
But i give up,
i'm going to do my proposals now.

Bye.

what a waste, don't you think.

2009-05-27T22:11:00.006+08:00

Like best friends in Kindergarten.

Stopped by era on the way home to talk to Nigel a bit.
Heh, it was a nice ten-minute chat about absolute randomness :)
& watching him trying to catch some girl's attention.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Yes, i can't wait for the holidays to start,
trainings and endless outings, and homework in bits.
I can't wait.
For once, i'm looking forward to the holidays.

Saturday, come quick.
KC CARNIVAL with Lex, Nigel and Cher!
FLEA MARKETS with Lex!
What an awesome way to start my holidays :]

Joy has finally found a home on Earth.
YAY, Hallelujah.

i think something new is blossoming in my heart, i can feel it.

2009-05-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

Chin up, and smile.

You aren't alone, cos there's always someone there watching for you.

"People just need something to believe in, and someone to believe in them."

A big cheer up and be strong to all the people who have been pretty down these days,
especially Donna and Nigel.

Donna Chua Jia Le
Life was never a bed of roses, and sometimes,
not everything is fair, but just know that if you keep thinking on the pessimistic side of things, nothing is going to ever seem right, nothing is ever going to seem fair.
Be optimistic at times, no matter how tired you are.
D, i believe in you.
You need to believe in yourself, have faith in yourself.
Be strong Donna, pull yourself up.
I'll be there for you, to lend you a helping hand, but whether you want to take it or not,
that's your choice, not mine.
Jiayous D.
I know you have the capability of steering out of the dark,
and finding the light that will guide you back on track.
We're in this together.

Nigel Tan
For the record, i have not known you for a very long time,
like not even a year, but i'm glad we're great friends.
Gitto, cheer up, no matter what.
You're stronger than you think.
Don't be sad, don't be upset, i may not know the full details and stuff,
but i guess you're probably as shattered as I am.
Sometimes, perhaps letting go is the best thing,
and i'm happy that you're taking it one step at a time.
You can do it, Nigel.
At the most, we'll end up turing bi sooner or later.
Now that would be interesting.

& i'm stretching out my hand to you, grab hold if you need to.

2009-05-26T20:53:00.003+08:00

Spirits up high,

Script checking makes my eyelids gain weight,
and they automatically shut down like shutters on Boo Radley's windows.
Audrey, Yvonne and I had fun doing our mini-yoga/gym session during the intervals of Script checking :) :) :)

Audrey and I did splits.
Five fists more till the wall.
Go M, go!
Audrey is freaking flexible manzxz O:
and Yvonne is so stiff O:
HAHAHAHHA.
we had our fun, doing bridges, kicks, splits, abs, stretching, climbing and whatever nots.
I love my classmates.

Major girl's night out for my sis,
her friends are sleeping over till next week.
So i got kicked out of my room.
Heehee, oh wells, that's life.

I've screwed my L1R5.
*pats self on back*
Well done M, well done.

& i won't be left in despair.

2009-05-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

A fresh new page.

So here's another from CHUA :D

If you enjoyed your sec school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your sec school years

Bio Data

1) Which school did you go to?
TanjongKatongGirls'School! :D

2) What classes were you in?
1e5, 2e5, 3e9! :D :D :D

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
PE, English, Lit. (!!!)

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
1025-1110:D

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
Hmmm. I'll settle for juice, low-sugar juice :]

Style

1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
I have too many. Mer, Mar, M, Mersa, Mary, Mari, MamaLemon....The list goes on. (Please consult Ruthie on this question)

2) How did you wear your socks?
It was disappearing, now its pretty much visible.

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
Nopeeee.

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
HAHA YES.
"Marissa your socks, hair, skirt, shirt, earsticks!"
(and the list goes on)

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
My best friends.

Punishment

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class
Hmm. I can't remember. There were too many. Maybe it was laughing in class, or cos i didn't do my homework, or cos i was talking in class. Gee, i can't remember O:

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
Hmm. At home doing work.

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
HAHA. I THINK SO. Oh yes, i didn't sign my form and i would get fined for that, so said my parents were overseas O:

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
Hmm. i don't like vandalising :] I vandalise my hands and legs though O:

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
My class did. I think three times.

1) Who was your favourite teacher(s)?
Hahahaha. Teachers who are nice to me :D

2) Describe your DM.
She's not bad :]

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
Hmmm :)

Social Circle

1) Were you popular back then?
HAHAHA. IT DEPENDS I THINK.

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
Girls, there were like eight? Then it reduced i think.

3) Who were your best friends?
Ruthie, she's been the one who stuck by me always :D

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
Definitely. *Calls out to Ruthie* STUPID DUCK, I POKE YOU TOMORROW.

5) What were you favourite memories of you and your friends?
All of it :)

Co-curricular Activities:

1) What type of CCA were you in?
Badminton (was), LDS.

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
Racket, shoes, towel, water bottle, pen, paper and myself.

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
Hit shuttles and train! :)
Now it's writing and debating and speaking. It's like English lesson all over again.

4) Got injured?
Definitely. Sprained ankles were common! Oh, and a dagger pierced through my heart, how cool is that O:

Crushes/Lovers

1) Who was your first crush?
HAHAHA, I WAS P2, AND HE KNOWS.

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
Hmm. That depends on the way you look at it.

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your sec school?
HAHAHA. YES. STILL IN ONE, NO, THREE!

4) Have you ever made out in school?
HAHAHA. NO.

Closing Ceremony

1) How did high school change you?
Changing the way i view things, the way i think, the way i act.

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
We cannot all be heroes and thrill a hemisphere,
with some great daring venture, some deed that mocks at fear,
but we can fill a lifetime with kindly acts and true,
there's always noble service, for noble souls to do.

3) What was your favourite question?
Why?

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
Everyone :)

5) Any memories you will not forget.
Everything :)

The End.

You closed a chapter of my life.

2009-05-25T21:47:00.003+08:00

All masked up.

I'm lacking inspirations for stories.
So i'm doing another quiz :D
Donna got 54%, i think i can beat her ;D
heeheee.

Good girl gone bad.

[] Gotten detention.
[] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[] Gotten suspended.
[X] Gotten caught chewing a gum.
[X] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 2

[X] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[X] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[X] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[X] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total till now: 7

[X] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[X] Texted people during class.
[X] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[X] Laughed at the teacher.

Total till now: 12

[] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[X] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[X] Took pictures during school hours.
[X] Called someone during school hours.
[X] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total till now : 16

[] Threw something at the teacher.
[X] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[X] Broke the dress code.
[X] Failed a class.
[X] Ate food during class.

Total till now : 20

[X] Gotten a call from school.
[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[X] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[X] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[X] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

Total till now : 24

[] Faked your parents signature
[X] Slept in class.
[] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[X] Copied homework

Total till now : 27

Multiply by 3 : 81%

HAHAHAHAHA.
I am not that naughty kay, but this proves to Nigel,
I'm not that pure kayyyy.
*big grin*

Okay, Ruthie and Felicia's story now.
My creative juices are flowing well today :}

2009-05-25T20:49:00.003+08:00

We don't need people in fancy suits or red capes,

This world does not need Superman, Batman or Spiderman. I think what this world needs more people who have a high tolerance for other people. Like Atticus Finch.

"First of all, if you can learn a simple trick, Scout, you'll get along better with all kinds of folks. You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view -- until you climb into his skin and walk around in it."

I think Atticus Finch is right.
That is why i think To Kill a Mockingbird is one of the best books ever written.

I'm done being selfish, from now on, i'm going to have a higher tolerance for people.
I'm going to put myself in their shoes and walk around in them.
I've had enough of selfish, old, bitchy me.

cos all we ever needed was someone to make a difference.

2009-05-25T20:13:00.004+08:00

You ain't bringing me down.

I'm letting go, bit by bit.
& i feel accomplished.

My emotions are running back,
i'm glad.
I'm finally starting to feel the right way.

Yes, the anger makes forgetting you much easier,
much much easier.

I'm not going to let you bring me down,
not anymore.
I'm done letting you have your fun.

--

Today, Celine played with my fringe,
then Trudy, Annetta, Sara and Stella laughed.
After that, i played with Trudy's fringe,
(like you know, touch her bangs in that slow manner, trying to smooth it)
which made Annetta go sick (!)
She said we looked like lesbians ;D
HAHAHAHAHA. VERY FUNNY ANNETTA :D

I LOVE MY BADDY JUNIORS TRUCKLOADS<3
I'm so going for training tomorrow.
TKGS BADDY FTW! :D

Yesterday i was strong,
today i am stronger.

D: If you keep holding onto the past, you can never move into the future.

Donna Chua, you are so right.
Affirmative.

I drank a whole carton of orange juice today.
I felt so much better.
I want my breezer D:
Lex is buying another carton tomorrow :)
YAY!

It's a juice carton parade (!!!)

cos i'm tired of your stupid games.

2009-05-24T18:04:00.003+08:00

Strike One.

Okay, now that's off my chest.
I'm off to get my butt kicked in soccer.

Wish me luck :)

Oh dear Lex, thank you for the boards.
Cheer up love, i love you my lesbian partner.
More and more each day ;D
We're in this together kay, i'm so gonna call you tonight.

Remember what you told me,

"Do not let the fear of striking keep you from playing the game."

Fight, L, Fight.
Cos M is fighting too.

2009-05-24T17:41:00.002+08:00

Stronger by the minute, weaker by the second.

thanks for getting me hooked onto running.
cos now, i can't stop.

Shopping sprees with Mom on Saturday.
I think it was fruitful cos i did buy a lot of stuff :)
Phew, shopping is so not my forte,
but i finally got my NUM Tanks ;D
HAPPY HAPPY, THANKS MOM <3

-

I had one of the most bizzare nights.
I think i was too high to even feel pain or anger.

Yes, thanks for telling me, but whether i choose to believe it solely lies in my own heart and mind. I appreciate your honesty, but sometimes, i keep wondering how many more lies you would need to tell me till it reaches the truth.
I sense that you have built a fortress of lies to surround me, to probably either protect me, or protect yourself from the horrid truth. I wouldn't know, cos i'm not you.

Although i do always wonder why you told me.
Did the truth keep you up at night?
Or was it your guilty conscious?
Or were you on a mission to bring me down further?
These questions, i'm going to leave them unanswered, just the way it is,
let the decision to tell me be your choice, your right.

To ask me to hate you is probably too much, even though you would want me to.
Like i said, i don't hate people forever. Yeah sure, maybe i did hate you for a minute of my life, but i can't hate forever, no one can. Even if it was you that tore me up way down inside.

I'm not strong, but i'm not that weak either.
So the fact that you've got me so messed up,
well, congrats to you, honestly.
If your goal was to smash me inside, you have achieved it, good for you.
To think i have trusted you, i probably detest myself for that more than i detest what you have done to me. Like you said, you haven't changed. Not one bit.
I can't help but agree.

Whatever it is, i won't stop whatever you do.
Cos it's your life, not mine.
You know who you are, and what you did.
I'm speechless to say anything else to you,
but one thing i'm sure, i am numb, i feel nothing, (for now)
but you still win and i lose, cos you always win.

Good luck, if you want to screw other people's lives up,
cos i'm pretty sure you are done screwing mine.
Your acting skills are an eight, maybe eight half.
Period.

-

That was something that was trapped inside me after doing one whole day of thinking.
I appreciate the cheering up from Bryan Han, Lex and Nigel when my mental resilience began to waver a little today.
I'm better now, and i'm stronger.
I'm not going to back down.
Anyhow, will appreciate if i'm not pounded with questions about this,
that's all, thank you everyone :)

so perhaps that was what was keeping you up all night.

2009-05-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN MO FU ZE ;D

HAHAHA. YOU STUPID PLAYBOY,
you have finally turned fifteen! (YAY!)
I hope you will mature and grow up soon :)
oh wait, that sounded like pot calling kettle black. (HAHAHAHA)
Anyway, Thank you for being an awesome friend in many ways whom i would like to hug and kill at the same time. You've brought joy and sorrow and made me stronger, so thank you.
HAHAHAHA. I HOPE YOU WILL FIND LOVE SOON... NOT!
heeeheeeheee.
But i'm sure you will anyway, remember not to break her heart, or else her ex-boyfriend will break your face. HAHAHHA. THAT IS IF HE COULD :D
*bursts into fits of giggles*
(i'm mean)

PS: You look like some primary school kid in that photo, too cute i swear :]

2009-05-22T22:20:00.005+08:00

Poker Face.

I'm slacking again ):
Shall go do Chem and Geog later :)
Here's a quiz from FB posted my Mahirah! :D

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag 17 people.

The lucky 17 people:
#1. Justin Mo!
#2. Ruthie Tan!
#3. Tan Le Xuan!
#4. Nigel Tan!
#5. Chermaine Yong!
#6. Bryan Han!
#7. Donna Chua!
#8. Athirah Ariffin!
#9. Brendan Lai!
#10. Philemon!
#11. Benedict Soh!
#12. Jeethi Nair!
#13. Carissa Hwang!
#14. Yvonne Liew!
#15. Celia Ong!
#16. Lucius Gwee!
#17. Eliza Alexis Lee!

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? : True
Q: Been arrested? : False
Q: Do you like someone? : True.
Q: Held a snake? : True. (many many)
Q: Been suspended from school? : False
Q: Sang karaoke? : True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? : True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? : True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? : False (IWANTTO!)
Q: Kissed in the rain? : False
Q: Sang in the shower? : True
Q: Sat on a roof top? : True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? : True
Q: Broken a bone? : False
Q: Shaved your head? : False
Q: Played a prank on someone? : True
Q: Shot a gun? : True.
Q: Donated Blood? : False

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON(S) THAT.

1. You hung out with? : Nigel and Philemon today, Lex yesterday!
2. You texted? : Nigel i think.
3. You were in a car with? : Dad last night.
4. Went to the movies with? : Justin, Nigel and friends.
5. Person you went to shop with? : Lex and Cher i think.
6. You talked on the phone? : Nigel, screamed at him for like five seconds. HAHAHAHA.
7. Made you laugh? : Nigel and Philemon!
8. You hugged? : Lex.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? : Sun.
2. Winter or Fall? : Fall.
3. Left or Right? : Left
4. Sunny or rainy? : Sunny.
5. Where do you live? : Sunny East Coast.
6. Club or pub? : Club.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? : Yes, definitely.
8. Do you want to get married? : Yes
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? : Twirl
10. What time is it? : 10.34pm
11. Are you afraid of commitment? : Sometimes.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? : Get married, be successful, have seven kids.
13. Do you cook? : Yes
14. Current mood? : I'm happy, nostalgic and sleepy at the same time.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? : Nope.
2. Sang? : Yes
3. Listened to music? : Yep
4. Danced? : Yes
5. Cried? : No
6. Liked someone you can't? : Definitely.

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? : No prom for me (YET!)
2. Who was your first roommate? : KIMMMMM!
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? : Think it was Red Wine mixed with Sprite. SHANDY ;D
5. What was your first car? : I don't even have a driver's liscense ;X
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? : Last year.
8. Who was your first grade teacher? : Ms Pang Mee Mee!
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? : To Hong Kong
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? : Time and time again.
11. Who was your first Best Friend? : JUNIOR! HAHAHAHA. I still remember him! We used to go swimming together. HAHAHAHA. OMG. I ACTUALLY REMEMBER.
12. Who is your best friend? : Hmmm. Ruthie and Bryan Han! (The rest aren't very confirmed somehow, we're drifting. )
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? : Hmmm. Lex, Ruthie, Cher and sometimes Bryan Han! Oh yes, i like calling Justin
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid? : My aunt's.
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? : Slam the clock and went back to sleep.
19. First tattoo or piercing? : Got my first pair of earholes in P1!
20. First celebrity crush? : Err.. I can't remember! HAHAHA. Pierre Bouvier? LOL.
22. First crush? : HAHAHA. I HOPE YOU DON'T SEE THIS. CHAN LEE SHENG IN P2. Eh wait, i think he knows! HAHAHHA. ALEMAK.

The End.

You, you, you are all i ever need.

2009-05-22T21:09:00.004+08:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

i'm girl-next-door-no-more.

N says i look too pure.
WTP!
HAHAHAHHAAHHA.

It isn't my fault i have to pull up my socks and be decked in long skirts.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh, i swear i'll turn Ah Lian soon if i mix with you and P too much!

:)

And i'm not Maria whatever-her-name-is.
I'm no pornstar manzxz.
Period.

Oh, this is super cool.
Eliza Alexis Lee cut a bob! :D
heh, i can hear Bryan Han telling me that we look exactly alike now.
HAHAHA. *SCREAMS AND FREAKS OUT*

oh baby, i miss you more than ever.

2009-05-22T20:47:00.003+08:00

My heart to yours.

it's completed! (:
YAYYYYYYY.

Thank you N for agreeing to help me.
Thank you P for keeping it a secret.
Heeheee xD

Exams papers with disappointment and contentment at the same time.
Scrapbooked through recess and the afternoon,
while catching some snoozes in between classes.

Met N and P outside era.
I spent an awesome, pointless hour stoning at the bus stop while waiting.
It was great though, i flipped through my masterpiece,
and gazed at the people come and go.
It was as if i was in the setting of Maycomb from Mockingbird.
I quote Scout,
"Maycomb was an old and tired town,
everything moved so slowly."

N treated me ice-cream cos he insisted i had to gain weight.
So no corn for me ):
damn you, you skinny toot.
you're skinnier than me, so i don't see why i have to gain weight O:
i want my corn, i don't wanna gulp down 3 cups of ice cream.
eeyeeerrrrrrrr.

N and P are funny, honestly.

P: Don't listen to Nigel, he lies all the time.
N: Don't tell Lemon i said he was damn fat.

So it was seven minutes straight of incessant insulting, teasing and joking.
What fun.
and no, i do not want to be named after a pornstar, even if she's spanking sexy hot!
Fullstop.

Perhaps you'll find what you have been searching for all this time.

2009-05-21T23:23:00.005+08:00

Touched my Heart.

You're number one, in my heart.

Morning with lessons, homework and nice teachers,
Recess with Joanne, duty and a love letter that would never leave my pencil box.

Afternoon with Lex, and lots of magazines, scissors, glues, stickers, buttons, thingamajigs and lots and lots of photographs of people we think rock.
And the polaroids we took with the coolest props ever,
heee, i love you lex.
thank you for helping me, i had fun pulling off all that tape from your legs,
and thinking of the craziest captions with you.

L: MEN IN SUITS! HAHAHAHHA.
M: I BET YOU WERE THINKING OF MEN IN BLACK! HAHAHAHAHA.

Smiles on a Polaroid.
I love Lex.

Justin Mo Fu Ze,
THIS IS THE BIGGEST HINT FROM
Marissa Yeo Le Ping.

HAHAHA. LEX, YOU KNOW I LOVE THAT PAGE AND YOU.

Tiny scraps that make a difference.

This is why we love and laugh,
cos that's when everything feels alright.

Lastly, I enjoyed late night English cramming with my tuition mates at tuition.
I'll miss them :)
Yan, Gracia, Amanda, Jing Long, Jing Xuan, Jem, Yi Ting, Bryan, Rachel and Antje ;D
AND NOT FORGETTING MISS LEE.
i think you guys rock, honestly.
thank you for making me laugh and giggle non-stop during class, and making learning english so much more interesting and crazily hilarious :)

Life isn't so bad afterall,
i'm loving, and living carefree.

i'll choose to drown in hell with you.

2009-05-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

At times like this,
you would just wish you could just vanish into thin air.

2009-05-19T23:55:00.004+08:00

The times when people needed you most,

My creative juices are drained,
and i'm tired of wars.
I just want to shut my eyes and pretend nothing ever happened.

cos you would always have the best solution whenever i got myself tangled in a sticky situation.

2009-05-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

Cut it out.

we'll be here for you, lex.
love, M, A, N and friends

You're not the world's most favourite person,
so stop acting like you are.

Whatever it is, i'm not going to indulge in your childness delights,
but just leave us alone would you?

i'm not superman, even if i wish i was.

2009-05-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

Compacted in my tiny head.

One of the best seniors i could ever have,
Audre, i'll miss going AC-CRAZY with you (:

Pulses of at least a hundred and sixty a minute,
sleepy lessons with my eyelids as heavy as metal bars,
lab sessions with failed experiments,
unseen thoughts and feelings swirling in my head like a whirlpool,
free milo and 100plus, accompanied by cool games of Foos Ball,
farewell parties for my seniors,
filled with vanishing food, ultimate clean fun,
and dares with the weirdest concoctions of minty, spicy, cheesy and pure ewwness in one,
and lastly endless hours of my head in the clouds, i just love daydreaming.

Welcome to my world of pretty odd,
i hope you enjoy the ride.

don't let go, it's a roller coaster ride of emotions,shared between just me and you.

2009-05-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

Playful Moments, where joy seemed nothing but utter childishness.

Happy Birthday Lynn! :D

I enjoyed your company during dinner, together with Bhavana
and all the gossips we had today.
It was fun, even the teasing :)

--

Love notes and secret love messages, the joy of being in love.

Afternoons spent in Macs doing nothing but making a book
filled with photographs, love and lots of scrap paper and stickers.
Alphabets from magazines spell your name.
Lunches and cab rides with N and P, together with all the jokes, gossips and swears,
(and not forgetting disgusted looks from everyone else)
are probably some things i would never forget in this lifetime.

when our hearts intertwine, and we don't know why.

2009-05-17T21:13:00.003+08:00

Cause no one is letting go,

We're walking on rainbows.
TanLeeEeRuthie, i can't live without you.

Morning date with my girlfriend at NEWater plant.
afternoon chocolate fondue parties with park gang.
soccer in the evening sun,
and last minute cramming till the wake of dawn.

I'm not hyped on posting much today.
So people who want the photos,
please look for me.

I'm so sorry,
i'm not in my best moods these days,
my emotions are spinning haywire,
and my thoughts are clouded with beautiful memories which make me cry.

I'm just not my usual self,
so please forgive me,
i promise to be strong again.

Thank you for all your concern, all your hugs and love messages,
they touched my heart, honestly.

I saw the thing that made me smile.
(from Colette's blog)

marissa solve this
x = <1
x = <2
x = <3
x = <4
x = <5
x = <6
x = <7
x = <8
x = <9
x = <0
this is (love)/(math)
you choose but to me
x = <3
this is math not love
maybe love isnt all that we really need sometimes

Colette,
x=<3
cos i think it's probably the most logical equation i've ever seen.
Thank you love, perhaps, you are right.

Okay, i think i've gone high enough to cheer some people up :)
YAY, here goes.

CHEER UP NIGEL TAN!
you were there for me when i hit the pits,
so it's my turn to return the favour.
Jiayous, i know you can do it ;D

CHEER UP DONNA CHUA!
Donna donna, i know you feel vexed and feel like killing someone,
but chill, relax and breathe babe.
I'll be here for you :)

We'll see the sun shine,
and the stars spell our name.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.

2009-05-16T23:55:00.003+08:00

The little moments that make life so much more worth living.

Sleepless nights with J, N and P, i regret not thawning at ECP.
Mornings in shopping malls,
lunch with Nigel and Nicholas,
afternoons with Donna in Ang Mo Kio,
dinners and shopping in Chinatown,
late nights in Sembawang,
with helium-filled balloons and life-sized Wii.
lastly, midnights with stacks of reports and work.

My saturdays are getting better and better.
No wait, my life is getting better and better. (i think)

you don't get the best of life until you start living it.

2009-05-15T23:35:00.004+08:00

Screw you, screw you, screw you.
Like thanks for nothing.

It's gonna be a sleepless night, where my heart is filled with fear,
the fear of dying, the fear of seeing people dying.
Horror movies scare me to bits, yet stupid old me got dragged into it.
Words pound against the walls in my head,
"Serve you right M, serve you right."

I never felt happier when i saw Cher after escaping from all that shit.
Thank you Cher, Thank you Cher, Thank you Cher, Thank you Cher.
i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.
& yes Colette, i may consider your offer, cos perhaps that way my heart will be safe.

The Aftermath of messing up Cher's wardrobe.
Reserve that cardie for me kay (:

Colette, admit it, you are Ah Lian,
but i still love you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE :)

Chilling on the rooftop, watching the stars.

& perhaps the secret filming of the cool kids singing Phineas and Ferb.

I had the time of my life with Cher, Yvonne, Colette and Shi Bei :)
I love hanging with my girl friends, they are so cool, honestly.
They don't break your hearts, they are there to love you.
They rock, yes they do.

I don't want people to beat other people up for me cos violence isn't a way to solve problems.
Thank you Ruthie, Cher, Lex, Colette and everyone else who offered to beat up jackasses for me.
I'm eternally grateful, but honestly, i don't think that will solve anything.

Swigging alcohol, it's Friday night fever,
Beer never tasted so sweet,
& yet I'm afraid to close my eyes.

Lastly, thank you Brendan Lai for always being there,
and always saying the right things that will brighten my day :)
I can't live without a friend like you ;]

i need you out of my mind, now.

2009-05-15T10:58:00.003+08:00

Little Imperfections.

The tiniest hints of you won't leave my head. Why oh why oh why,
perhaps it was meant to be, or perhaps we just couldn't get out of each other's thoughts.
There's just too much that lies ahead, too much uncertainty, too much insecurity.
Perhaps, it wasn't meant to be afterall.

3 hours 2 minutes left.
I'm still pretty messed up inside.
C'mon M, think straight.

because you've got me shaking all over inside.

2009-05-15T08:48:00.004+08:00

Time is ticking, every second, every minute, every hour.

Countdown: 6 hours 12 minutes

The clock is going tick-tock, tick-tock.
My heart is doing summersaults.
What to say, what to do, when i see you again.
My head is clouded with thoughts of you and me,
childish daydreams that will never be true.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder, how true, how true.

Things to say when i see you:
#1. I'm sorry.
#2. I miss you
#3. How was your exam?
#4. I love the breeze, do you?
#5. I love you.

The words won't come out right. Oh boy, oh boy.
What's left to say if everything just isn't right.

because everytime i try, i get tongue-tied.

2009-05-15T02:10:00.003+08:00

I just know God threw you in my path for a reason.

Cher and I are on the Elearning portal now :D

It's open it's open!
:D

I passed Math :]
I suck at Trigo, honestly.
Can't seem to figure it out.
That's not a good sign /:

Geog now.
Amath when I awake tomorrow morning.

Cher just finished Bio.
Heehee.
I love it when we can stay up late.

Last paper for some friends today,
All the Best! :D

I'm seeing you soon,
in like 12 hours and 43 minutes!
i'm excited, afraid, confused and disorientated at the same time.
I need to get my thoughts sorted out,
and my head a major adjustment change.

Oh well.
We'll see how it goes.
By the way, thank you to everyone who was concern about me :D
I'm okay now :]
I love you all<3

because getting over you is so much harder than doing Trigo in Amath.

2009-05-15T00:33:00.008+08:00

Cos we were just something more.

Settler's Cafe with awesome people,
Lex, Cher, Ruthie, Yvonne, Gina, Deneice and Athirah! <3
I enjoyed myself very much todayyyyy! (:

I love Cher.

Explanation time.

The game of stupid stunts and whatever nots.

GO!

Getting ready,

Restart .

YVONNE, DON'T LAUGH AT ME!
HAHAHHA. my butt looks unglam manzxz D:

D: I want to switch three!

Another major card switching, ear-piercing screaming sensation coming right up! :D

Go!
"I WANT TWO!"
"TWO TWO TWO!"
*intense screaming session, boys, beware.*

Ready?

WOO, CHECK OUT RUTHIE'S CARDS O:
no wonder she always wins.

HAHA DENEICE.

Cher is still so laid-back and calm,
wait, aren't all princesses like that? HAHA.

Intense.

Major Card passing session.

Yvonne Liew is happy. HAHA.

Oh boy, it's the dinosaur reaction game! :D

Ruthie, Deneice and Gina :D

This game is called Pay Day.
In the end, the richest was Lex with $36,600.
Followed by Athirah with $33,900.
Then by M. with $29, 600.

I'm not posting any videos,
so those who want to see us screaming while playing,
IM/Text me! :D

I'm spell-bound now.
Finally done with collations :D
YAY.

Tomorrow is Friday.
Not wait.
It's already Friday.

Oh no, oh no.
13 hours and 23 minutes till I see you.
I hope i won't faint, cry or run away.
I've missed you so very terribly.
And I love you till i can't put it into words.

Screw E-learning,
why can't we just go to school huh? O:
I love school,
I love chilling with my mates.
I'm so gonna chiong tomorrow.

I need to hand in surveys before meeting people at two :)
& i'm short of two surveys.
What luck.

Where's the fast-forward button when you need one, heh?

you're the drug that i can't get over.

2009-05-14T09:51:00.002+08:00

I know everything is gonna be okay,

I'M GOING OUT LATER :)
YAY.

Today is Thursday :)
I love Thursdays.
They are my favourite days of the week.

Cher, Lex, Ruthie, Yvonne, Gina, Deneice, Athirah and I are gonna have so much fun together! Yes, finally. The time has come,
M can go out :D

Let's do a to-do-list for this morning before i leave:

#1. Complete Sex Education Byline.
#2. Edit first few paragraphs of water report.
#3. Print twenty surveys.
#4. Remember not to wear a dress later.
#5. Never stop loving you, keep smiling even if the day is blue.

I'm off to work now :)

even if we weren't like the kids we were last summer.

2009-05-13T23:50:00.004+08:00

I'm still gonna be strong,

Cher, you're the sweetest.
I ~~SWEAR~~ HONESTLY THINK SO.

C: Are you okay?
M: Er.. much better :) Cher, i'm single.
C: What? I'll hug you tomorrow.

Chermaine Yong Xin Min,
i don't know what i can do without your bimbotic little acts.
I'm having a time with my life with my awesome lesbian partners now.
But i still love you, and you know the rest.
Lex and Cher,
I could not have made it through without you.
Oh yeah, not forgetting to thank Nigel too :D

To Gitto,
Firstly, thank you for dinner and endless cab money cum wage fee.
Secondly, thank you for saying five "cheer up lahs k" before i left.
Thirdly, thank you for shouting "You Joke!" at me so many times till you made me laugh.
Fourthly, you owe me my seventeen surveys.
Lastly, thank you for being the best chaoahbeng friend i've ever had.
From Ditto.

Cher, Lex and M are doing crazy stuff now.
I think we're even cooler than R.E.M.
HAHAHAAHHAHA.
WE should call ourselves M.C.L.
which stands for MEGA-COOL-LOVERS.
LOLLOLLOL.
Yay, my creativity is not in hibernation anymore, which means i can do my bylines now :D
heh. no more writer's block :)

HAHAHAHA.
i think i'll still love life,
even if you don't love me.

even though i know you can break me into a thousand little pieces.